Furry paradise inn

[Sareen]

Smiles and takes a deep breath before starting

"Well, A Cubi race seems to fall into a strange sideline between the Angel and the Demon race... Whatever the case may be, the Cubi are both highly skilled in light and dark magic and their wings will come in a variety of styles. Though perhaps the most unique feature of the race is that we have a second set of wings atop our head. It is unsure if they are simply decoration or actually do anything And no Cubi would dare let them get cut off alive, though they manifest around the same time a Cubi comes into power. There is also rumours that upon reaching a particular level of power, a Cubi gains a third set of wings. This is currently in debates though among Creatures as if any do exist, they tend to keep well-hidden.

Unlike many of the other races, Cubi do no need to eat to gain energy. In fact our primary method of gaining power and energy is by either harnessing the emotions of beings and creatures around us, entering their dreams and harnessing energy that way, or just out and about stealing the soul out of some hapless beings body. And while many Cubi are content to live lives peacefully simply absorbing energy, quite a few Cubi will gladly go for the power boost that requires a bit of cruelty but gets more results a lot faster, So Basically Skinning and Killing.

In a sense the Cubi are what they eat, as we are very emotional creatures. We also seem to have a soft spot for the finer things in life so seeing a cubi Actor or a Cubi working for a powerful rich Lord isn't uncommon. Much like our demonic cousins, Cubis seem intent on gaining power as it not only increases our lifespan and allows us special abilities, it is a prime focus of out clans goals. All cubis belong to particular clans, and their symbol appears soon after the Cubi begins to use magic. It is the one marking a Cubi can't alter thus a good way to spot a cubi would be to find their marking."

Takes a another deep breath

"I would tell you more but I don't think you want to hear more"
said in a jokey way

[Dessum]

Smiles and takes a deep breath before starting

"
Unlike many of the other races, Cubi do no need to eat to gain energy. In fact our primary method of gaining power and energy is by either harnessing the emotions of beings and creatures around us, entering their dreams and harnessing energy that way, or just out and about stealing the soul out of some hapless beings body. And while many Cubi are content to live lives peacefully simply absorbing energy, quite a few Cubi will gladly go for the power boost that requires a bit of cruelty but gets more results a lot faster, So Basically Skinning and Killing.
"

Takes a another deep breath

"I would tell you more but I don't think you want to hear more"
said in a jokey way

Your right, I dont know if I do...
*Looks very uncomfortable*
So...it was you? Remember I told you about the....the blackness feeling I had?
Was that you?
You where making that happen?
And are you a... dont kill Cubi, or a kill to-get-more-power Cubi?
(Something quite a lot less worse than my vision has happened, I thought...
he told me he loved me...now he says he doesn't...we wern't an item, but thats what he told me...
and now...*I swallow, feeling tears in my eyes...* )

[Sareen]

She looks down  upset

"I'm Half Kill And Half don't kill, So if you see a fur walk into the Inn that No -ones seen...That might be me...And I cant cause furs to black outs...Only if ism about to skin them"

Looks at Dessum

"And You still have your skin...So it couldn't of been me...There could be another Cubi here.
But just because I'm a Cubi, it doesn't mean I can tell..If there is another cubi...He or she is covering their sent and clan mark extremely well...Or there could be another reason for your black outs"

[Dessum]

Im sorry, *But slips back into the water...*
I guess Im just having a bit of a rough time (As above in brakets)
I thought the dark blackout was just the black feeling, but when you told me about you,
I just thought it might be you.
But Im glad its not...
If there isn't another Cubi...*I smile weakly* then its just me.

EDIT: (I only had one blackout)

[Sareen]

looks up again

"Well...Im Not trying to Pry into your personal stuff...
But Has anything happened that has made you, Scared, worried,
angry, shocked or has anything made you lose sleep at all?"

[Dessum]

*Swallows...*
Apart from the black feeling?
YES, in my post, a few posts above:

"(Something quite a lot less worse than my vision has happened, I thought...
he told me he loved me...now he says he doesn't...we wern't an item, but thats what he told me...
and now...)"
I know it doesn't sound like much, but it HURTS.
Iv sent Wred a LONG message, asking him for help (he felt like suicide once),
about getting the thought out of my head, not feeling depressed...I cant even think straight!
I mean, this isn't as bad as the black feeling I had but it IS bad!
We're still friends but he doesn't know I feel like this...
I dont think he realises how much I...
And althoughs he's 3 years older, he shouldnt do that to me!
Yes, maybe Im younger (He also said he doesnt mind age), but I still love him and he can't stop that!
Iv never met someone whom I love as much, and Im sick of NEVER meeting ANYONE like me.
I dont know ANYONE in RL who's bi or gay or furry except online! People call me weird.
And Im SICK of it!
*I throw myself underwater, screaming, trying to let all my emotions out, then I come up gasping,
my face wet with tears and water. I stand there, miserably, in the water, waiting to see what Soul will say...*

EDIT: I suddenly have a headache, Im not joking

[Sareen]

Looks down sadly

"I know how you feel...
I Loved this guy a while back, and he did the same.
I lost sleep for I while because my emotions and mind were jumbled,
I actually Forgot how to do a few things properly, due to lack of sleep."

Sighs and hugs her knees close to her chest

"But then I just started to forget it...
Even though I loved him so much, But that's what
a messed up life and lack of sleep can do to you...
And to this very day....I still haven't spoken to him,
He told me we can no longer see or talk to each other...
And Know, I kinda like this other guy, but I know he don't feel
the same way."

[Dessum]

*I look up, my face crackled, tears streaming from my face*
So... your saying...I should just WAIT it out?
Lose sleep and wait?
Let it go bye itself?
*I chuckle a little, hystericly, my vision a going a bit funny*
*I stop giggling in hysterics and crouch down in the water*


And did he say he loved you...then say he didn't?
Or did you just...fall apart?

[Sareen]

still hugging her knees close to her chest

"He said he loved me....Then in the next hour or so after saying it....He said it was all a lie and then he didn't love me..."

[Dessum]

*I choke a little*
I guess thats worse then...
*Then I let it out*
We admitted our feelings to eachother one day, then stayed together.
He told me he did love me, as a brother/friend and a lover/mate.
But now (about a month or so later) he's told me he just loves me as a friend.
And that he doesnt love me in anyother way.
Which breaks my heart.

[Sareen]

lifts her head from her knees and rest her chin on her knees instead

"But I'm pretty much used to all the Pain a relationship's can bring..."

[Dessum]

*I let out a loud sob*
I dont think Iv ever been this sad before...
Im not even crying, but the sadness is there...
Thanks Soul
*I go to my room, and lie on the bed, waiting for sleep...*

[Kabuki]

Pinches Fangs leg and runs off giggling

[Sareen]

Blinks blankly at kiely and giggles, before getting up and going to sit in front of the fire still showing her clan mark, because she thinks there isn't and cubi hunters staying at the inn

[Kabuki]

Sits by Fang and pokes  at her 'clan mark'
"ooooooooh where'd you get that its awkward"