I admit, I have mixed feelings about the military. One the one hand, I've seen examples of the kind of confidence and self-reliance one can get from the military. I would like to have the knowledge, skills, physical fitness, and self-confidence that military training can offer. One the other hand, though, I feel that the entire institution that is the armed forces is rife with propaganda. I've seen brochures that talk about all the benefits one can get from joining up, but then I look at the veterans out on the streets—homeless, mentally unstable, etc. I also don't like the idea of being such a puppet of the system, if you'll forgive my use of the cliché. I know that, as a citizen, I already technically work for the government in that I have a job, I pay taxes, I vote, and all that stuff. But if I were to join up, the level of control placed on me and my life would skyrocket. Yes, eventually I would be self-reliant and knowledgeable enough to take even better control of my life, but during that time that I would be serving, I would essentially be surrendering a large portion of my will to the armed forces.
Also, I feel that I'm just generally unfit for the military to begin with. I've been underweight all my life, I'm asthmatic, I have allergies, my vision is poor, I have the world's weakest bladder, I dehydrate easily, and I often experience anxiety and panic attacks. Plus, I have serious problems with authority. If somebody tells me to do something, I'll at the very least ask them why until I feel satisfied with their explanation. And even then, if I don't agree, I'm very reluctant to do it.
In spite of all this, I wouldn't say that I've completely ruled the military out as an option. Basically, it's my last resort. My very last resort. If my life goes to crap, I can't find a job/career, if I lose everything, then it's off to Basic I go. But not until those conditions are met—which I hope they never are.