Well the first relationship was great, I was actually ready to settle down after I was done with college with her... and then she cheated on me and told me there was never really anything between us... I never saw any signals of this coming, she really seemed like she was going to stick with me till the end.
The second relationship I broke up because with my girlfriend because I just wasn't feeling the magic that I did in the first one... just too many differences and it didn't feel right.
And now... I mean after college I'll be 30 years old and at that point in time, I mean my youth is gone forever and the chances of ever finding anyone are practically gone...