Hello, my name is Amanda but most of my friends call me Hex. I am 22. I am an animal lover I have 3 dogs (a malamute, a husky and a scottie), 2 bunnies (a holland lop and a california giant mix) and lastly I have a Blue Throated Macaw. I am a musician, I prefer the flute and piccolo but can pick up most any instrument and reach into my soul to provide something of value. I have had for the most part a dismal life and often times will avoid talking about it all costs to the point of rudeness...I guess we can consider that a warning. People I trust know a lot about me and as I gain your trust and you gain mine perhaps you will get to know me better as well. I was born in the states and still live their but hope to move to Japan someday. I have felt drawn to Japan since I was a child and went there for an extended visit.
I identify with the Kitsune (fox). I use the term Kitsune because I feel so drawn to japan and the ideology and symbolism associated with the fox there. When I close my eyes and think of myself, my soul I see a weak frail pale girl with large almost white but still orange ears and a very bushy tail of matching color. I can be quite Tsundere and when I am unhappy I will pretend I am happy to avoid confrontation. I am fiercely loyal to my friends though I often find that works out to my disadvantage.
Up until recently I had always considered my secret obsession with foxes just that an obsession, but talking to a friend who was a furry I realized that it was more than an obsession. Every dream I have I am a fox or a human with fox qualities (usually human cross). Every time I dream about my ideal mate it is the same. In my dreams I am always happy in the forests of Japan.
I hope to find solice in meeting like minded people here and I hope to meet a few fellow foxes as well.
(I also find that I have a close bond with the rabbit and the bat)
Thank you for accepting me
Hex
