Well, I had a huge thing written out, but I guess I got most of that off my chest by typing it up.
Sadly I took so long, and got distracted multiple times that I had to relog.. aaaaaand everything I typed was gone.
Anywho, devastation still mildly ongoing xD
I'm Mizu. I'm 18 years of age.
I'm a person who's easily distractable, enjoy studying the human psyche immensely and subconsciously seek out reactions from people, I've only recently gotten into my official love of furries etc, but I've been in touch with my animal side so to speak for a long time. Ever since I was little I'd acted upon urges and mimic'd animal behavior. I actually learnt how to move my human ears by the strong urges of phantom ears, and when I was typing up how excited I was to find a forum (Sadly relog</3)I could feel them twitching/wiggling excitedly, which is always odd when I try to analyze it from an outer perspective. (I really like psychology, but I don't study it, I just study people...)
Now I'm older I still have those urges but have enough self control to ignore them due to social standings. (Ahh... the joy. Now I actually have to care what people think.. Remind me why do we wish to grow up?)
When people first meet me, my excitable and bubbly behavior/personality people commonly say I remind them of a puppy/dog. My friends and close family who know me well say I remind them of a cat, and my stubbornness and enjoyance of 'butting heads' in friendly debates earned me the title of a goat(and a few other situations.)
I'm not sure where I stand on my self viewpoint of what I am, and I joined hoping to find that with guidance and help. I'm not sure what everything means and what the difference of it all is, but that's why I'm here, to learn and self discover. I know I feel a pull and I know I can't find answers in real life easily and with out strong judgement.
I'm so happy to find people who are of the same/similar of mind, and knowing I'm not alone thrills me.
So please,
Take care of me!
