Welcome to the forums!
At first, the fandom might seem so oppressive in some ways. Many new terms, many new people, new places, new possibilities, new trolls to deal with etc. But after a few months til a year you will adapt to it. Just see the positive side of this all, even if it might be difficult by times. Make small steps, be aware of art theft and try to find your place around in that community. If you ever should have questions about that, feel free to message me. I am a furry for over 10 years now.
See you around!