Try to live through the stuff with your parents, and concentrate on getting stuff sorted out so you can move out, whether with your boyfriend or somewhere else. You need to keep focus. Keep looking for a job, no matter how hard it gets! And try and find yourself a hobby. The more free time you have, the more down you are going to get. You are normal m'darling, dont let anyone tell you different. I used to have similar problems, it will get better. Chin up m'dear
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