This feeling...

[kayle]

Things are getting to me.

I've had some personal issues in the last few weeks, but I've managed to keep them under control and managed not to let them overcome me.

Now, I'm breaking down.  I'm barely holding together.  I always feel like I'm going to cry, and I feel hopeless and tired and lonely.  

This isn't the first hard time I've gone through.  About a year and a half ago, I was on the verge of suicide, and it felt a lot like this.
I'm not as dumb as I was then, and I know suicide isn't the solution.  But this feeling is killing me, bit by bit.  I don't know how much longer I can hold up, how much longer I can put on a happy face and pretend it's all okay.  I just hope I can get over this.

I just needed to vent bit.

[.: ♥ Kiniia ♥ :.]

I think sometimes just venting it out can help alot. I know when things start to build up on me I just feel like I need to scream them out. There's always people here in this forum, and in other places too that are willing to help you out. Don't be afraid to say your problems, it's not good to keep them bottled up, I know thins from experience.

[Jetstodown]

You steel my thoughts and post?
shame

[Ares the Ram]

i always think "one more step" or "one step further". double edged blade tho, as it can lead to pushing yourself to unhealthy limits, so be warned if you try this.

[Jetstodown]

Already addicted to it
:cuts:

[.: ♥ Kiniia ♥ :.]

That 'one more step' type thing is not an advised option. As I said before keeping your emotions locked away is not good for anyone. Even if you think your helping people by not dumping your problems on them, you'll be hurting in them in the long run. Find some sort of outlet, be it writing or drawing or something, to help find some release from the feelings.

Hope that helped

[kayle]

I'm feeling a bit better today.  Thanks to everyone for listening.

That 'one more step' type thing is not an advised option. As I said before keeping your emotions locked away is not good for anyone. Even if you think your helping people by not dumping your problems on them, you'll be hurting in them in the long run. Find some sort of outlet, be it writing or drawing or something, to help find some release from the feelings.

Hope that helped

I do write quite a bit, and it does help me a lot.

[AuraFox]

Listen to some music and draw furries if u like drawing. U have no idea how much u sound like way I feel like all the time. When I listen to my music and draw some furries it all goes away for a brief moment and I actually feel something other thAn sadness and utter nothingness for a moment.