I literally can't get along with almost anybody. Maybe I'm just picky of who I want to be around. Maybe I'm just difficult.
But it's annoying. All I tend to do is argue with people- and I'm not even the one starting them most of the time. People get offended because I accidentally say the wrong thing. But I aplogize. A lot. I constantly send apologies. And they won't accept it.
It's funny, because, throughout my whole life, people have done nothing but berate me and drag me down. And almost nobody ever apolgized for anything. Call me gullible, but if somebody did... I'd accept it. I'd welcome them back. Why these people won't is beyond me. I never physically hurt anybody, never stole from anyone, all I did was accidentally say the wrong thing. And no matter how much I try to make up for it, it's useless.
That and a lot of people don't have much in common with me. So you can imagine dating is near impossible too but even just friendship... it escapes me. I don't know what it's like to be someone else, only myself. I can't see from someone else's point of view.
And honestly, I hate to say this, but... if I don't get along with anyone, what's the point of living? I'll just be miserable my entire life. I've been in therapy for years and it doesn't help. I feel like my life is going to suck, even more than it does already. And everyone else is doing a good job of making sure it does.
