First off, I'm not doing this for attention-seeking or anything. I just felt like writing this down/telling it to someone, so I decided to just make a rant about it.
So, I'm single. No big deal, right? Well, I used to not think so. I used to get really sad, and feel physical pain in my heart, whenever I saw people I know being in relationships, or developing them. I really hated the feeling, and I still do so. The thing is... the feeling is just sorta fading away. I usually don't really feel anything about it now. And I mean nothing! I'm beginning to lose my feeling of love, or at least the one I'm used to. I can't live anyone. I mean, of course, I love my friends, my family, God, oreos, that sort of love. I just can't feel romantic love anymore. I kinda feel it at times, but not that much. It makes me think, that I was put in the wrong place. The only relationships I've ever had has been long distance, meaning they lived in America. There's just not anybody here that is interesting. Every girl here is just not... well, weird or funny enough. They're either the usual "young people nowadays", that goes out drinking, partying, having sex, and all that (yes, at my age), or they're just so... boring. Like they never do anything funny. I know, I sound really generalising, but that's just Denmark for you, right there!
I don't belong here. I've been put in a place with way too normal people. I can't love anyone here, and no one can love someone like me. I love my country, and I'm proud to be a dane, but I really feel like I don't belong here.