I can't complain about the parent thing. Mine are together and almost lets me do what every(not rubbing it in or anything), so i can't help you with that. But I can help you with the loneliness. I was very antisocial, I had no friends, I barely hanged out with anyone. With that, it caused some attention needing problems as a teen, mostly among folks other than family. Try to hang out with as much as friends as possible, in the future, you will regret it