Pain

[lunpeltas]

Don't ask me who it hurts. It all ends the same
I feel it in my soul the sharp sad pain.
It feels so cold this maddening distain.
This sorrow falls on me like razor rain.
First it was her. So eager to please.
Wanted my love. My heart she seized.
Left her behind. Alive on the outside.
The cuts on her thighs show her only cries.
Then it was him. A new kind of world. 
Not one known by boys and girls.
Just me and him. the world it wad was perfect.
Until father found out he was a defect. 
Dad Robbed him of his love wrung out to dry. 
I still blame myself. Why did he die? 
Next one came to me. Poor little thing.
Just wanted me happy. But the song bird sings.
I couldn't let her know how weak I was.
And I let it die for the wrong kind of cause.
I can't understand why I live like this.
Or maybe I'm already dead. Punished with abyss.
I deserve the hate I feel. More from me than could be real. All you should know is that when you want me dead. I've already wished it so take a number.
It's all my fault I don't blame fate.
I'd hurt myself to compensate. 
But when I feel them cry to me.
Its not enough to just let me be.
I feel their sadness I feel their  woe.
Can't wait to see me burn below. 
Which can't he stopped. 
I want to die.
Make the pain stop.

[Gelidus]

very good job...
very sad too...
:'(

[lunpeltas]

I can be sad... It's one of my services :'(