I don't know about you guys, but I happen to be frightened to death of people in general. The very thought of meeting new people scares me to no end, and I always act extremely shy around people I don't know
But when I get to know people I'm really nice and seem like I'm outgoing. I'm just really anxious in social situations.
For example, with all of my friends, I develop an obsessive fear that they don't like me/I'm annoying them by just being there. Same goes for you people on TFF, I always obsess over the fact that somebody might not like me
I'm also extremely anxious about my appearance and I always fuss with it because I'm stressed that people are judging my looks and actions constantly...
I also can't handle social situations with some people at school, for instance:
today I was working on a project with some jocks (a group that I don't like and don't hang out with) and to start off with, they were being condescending and treating me like a little kid even though I was two bloody years older than them to begin with, and they were being pretty cruel to me because I'm in a different social group than them
. This triggered my anxiety and I do what I always do, shut down and act all quiet and let them have their cruel fun with me.
I just..I don't know, that was a drake rant