can someone help me with my fursona

[Vixie]

Ok I have looked on the interenet and only found one image I like so far. And the one I have up is not even close to how I picture my fursona
 
My Fursona if a Feline with a foxy style tail
My Colors are Royal purple with Tuquise
Basically the white part of my body be turquise and the rest would be purple with turquise spots from my rear onto the beinging on some of my tail with a drak bluesih purple tribal style tattoo from hips down.
with dark blueish purple shoulder lenght slightly wavey hair
Anthro style very curvey yet sexy female body cloths let see my fursona has very many styles from cyberpunk,steampunk, gothic to Victorian Vamperic.
If anyone can help me  get the vision of my fursoan out of my head I would be greatful .Mind you I have tried drawing her myself but can not seem to get it right she always ends up being to cartoony , I see her has more a person with fur .  Here is a few pics of me so you can get ideas