I know the feeling. I used to be depressed, and my thoughts were constantly aimed towards the nearby bridge. Simply put, I spent a long time considering suicide. Somewhere along the way, I met a friend from Canada, in an MMORPG named Fallen Earth. 'Till this day, I figuratively owe him my life. I can't thank him enough, for the hours he spent putting up with my shit, listening to me, and genuinely wanting to help me out. A caring soul in what felt like an ocean of people that couldn't give a **censor** about me. Forums and gaming have lead me to meet alot of people that ended up helping me along the way, but none as much as he did.