I had a strange dream. I was a horse, I was myself then again. And at some point I felt that my body was changing. Around darkness and suddenly I could see beside, I was as some ghost.
I could see how the body of the gentle horse is changing into something similar to the demon.
It was my body, in the face fangs materialised, the line became larger. The mane and the tail waved, eyes changed from gentle into two cold diamonds. Their look made souls out, on the body strange blue mysterious signs appeared, kind of international symbols.
Big brushes on hooves lightened, became snow-white, hit with glitter.
And then again I felt my body, body of the horse, in feeling wasn't different, in the appearance yes, I could see tips of these fangs.
And then I was in some building, some office...
I could hear shouts but I didn't understand them, I felt I am ruling of blood. The way I would be programmed to do it. I saw the woman and something ordered me to move in her direction, was horrified, I felt that I was supposed to take her life.
In the moment when fangs were mine close her neck I woke up terrified.
I started crying, it was a nightmare not a dream. I am not so, I am not bad and aggressive and doesn't want so to be. I don't understand it.
On that day on the GG messenger a certain woman attacked me, claiming that Therian is a social disorder. She thought that somebody such as I isn't able to live in society. I am different.
She clutched why I have so theriotype horses are stupid these are animals being suitable for a meat. They aren't intelligent. Time offs aren't as the wolf or the eagle.
I don't know why I just consider myself to be the horse, until today I didn't find the reply why just similar to the horse. So I was born and for as long as I can remember I consider myself to be the such an animal.
I wished nobody ill, I finished with her conversation without no aggression, I wasn't even bad, I know whom I am, I cannot get rid of it and doesn't want, so I am.
I don't only understand what this dream meant, where from such hate in my heart.
I don't comprehend it.