I can't shake this feeling...

[Grovygrunge]

I've never had a lot of self confidence, at times I even feel like people I call my friends, just barely put up with me. I perceive myself to be some sort of nuisance, not even worth hating just like a pest you can just about tolerate before eventually you're done tolerating after so long. I'm starting to feel like people are actually seeing me this way. I don't even know why I feel like this...I just do...I hate it...I wish I could stop it but I just can't get rid of the feeling in the back of my mind.

[Angder]

I have the exact same feeling. And have done for most of my life, the things to look out for are those times when your friends come to you, offer to play games with you ect. this helps me fight off the feeling.

For what its worth, I consider you a friend. and a good one, That's why I am happy to talk to you on skype.

[Grovygrunge]

Thanks Angder, it helps knowing that someone else feels like this sometimes as well.I consider you a pretty good friend too.

[kalan]

I consider you both friends in fact I dont throw the word best friend around lightly. I know I know some people consider it stupid to consider anyone youve never met a best friend but I dont 

[Karric]

i have had that feeling
but i watched a video it kind of helped https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=o268qbb_0BM
at the start you might not know how it helps but it explains that everyone is so focused on their life they don't notice the mistakes you make it makes scenece if you have time id recommend watching it it helped me