Bottled up emotions

[SadDubwool]

The title explains it all, anyway my life is in a truly bad ditch right now, and I am hoping telling off all the bottled up emotions might help


I moved to redding california about... a year and a half go?, and I had to leave everything i knew back in Arizona, I didnt realize that this effected me so much until now, I brought some good memories and my dogs to redding, but this place still truly doesnt feel like home....Im feeling very homesick, and I cant go back to AZ until I get old enough to move out, which will not be soon....on top of that, many relatives I know died, hate me, or just dont have contact with me, I just got in contact with my Father, who left after I was born... The latter doesnt help me too much...

[Ventus Fall]

Hello Krayav,


I don't know if what I'm going to write down here will help you much, but I hope it does if even just a little.


I'm sorry to hear about your move, and that everything you knew had to be left behind. Judging by what you wrote, I can only assume this is your first move, or at least the first after staying in one spot for a long time?
Eitherway, I don't know much of my family either. For various reasons. I have, however, in the last year to one-and-a-half started to get more in touch with a certain part of the family. However, they don't seem to contact me often... Eh. I don't feel I am missing much though, but that's just the way I grew up, I suppose.


We constantly moved, and one friend I recall leaving behind... still to this day I sometimes feel... and think I want to meet her again, even if it's just to properly say goodbye and to thank her for the time we had together, but... I have nothing to go on. And as far as I am concerned, she might be studying on the other side of the world or whatnot! I don't know.


In a way I can relate and can't. I don't know how to help, but... if you ever want or need someone to talk to, feel free to PM me


Take care *offers a hug*