Well they say love is war... It's a long story. I want love advice more or less
Basically I have this crush. I only see her in college. And college semesters are coming to an end, so our classes are going to get mixed up and we won't see each other. I've been stalling out on telling her that I actually like her because I can't tell what she thinks of me at all ;-;. And now I'm down to like the last 2-3 days of classes. If I don't say something soon, I feel like I won't be able to get things to work out. (I mean I have her number, and we have hung out in that past. It's just I have this feeling I should make things work out before we start not seeing each other in college.) And so yeah... I'm down to a few options.
One forget about it.(lol)
Two (Blitzkreig) Confess to her during a break in our class. (Oh boy, I can tell you how well that works out when you intend to try to confess to someone privately XDD.)
Three, ask her out on a date rather than saying 'let's hang out on e.t.c..' (Which is the 'discrete' way.)
(And this is where I start ranting.)
I wish I could figure out what she thinks
. Like the last (And only) Time we hung out at the movie theater. I was going to try to hold her hand as secretly as possible during the movie (On the arm rest). She sat there with her hands on her lap the entire movie and I sat there like, wow... I didn't think that would happen.
Then the other day I was like, I'mma confess today during a break. (Since usually everyone goes on break and we're the last ones to leave from break.) For some reason there's like four other people in the hall. And I was like, what the heck where did ya come from? And then I tried after class. Everyone leaves at the same time, FOR SOME BIZZARE REASON! It never happened before. Like WOW. And at the last second I saw her in the college parking lot? A classmate friend that I only see on Saturdays comes in out of nowhere. (And it was Friday!) And this other really annoying guy that I know comes out of nowhere and just shouts my name from across the parking lot before I can get to her. Like really, someone tell Aphrodite/Cupid to do their job and hook me up with some of them perfect moments.
And it only makes it harder because she's shy. It's impossible to tell if I'm bugging her or if I'm not or she actually really likes me. Only one one occasion, about an hour before we hung out, she started a text message conversation. I kinda wish she would text me a little more often
As opposed to once a month and a (Checks) half. Not to mention I'm still not completely normal around her like I am with friends. I'm far more sarcastic and make a lot more jokes when I'm with friends. Meaning I'm far more quiet and boring, and act with manners. (Not that the last one is bad, just I only do that to people I don't know enough.) Like I got used to everyone else in the class except her. ;-; (Heavily sighs.) That about concludes my rant.
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