I hate them, They hate me

[HankTOBA]

now, lets start with a list.
Things (People?) I hate.
-Liars
-Traitors
-Tyrants

You may ask why?
Liars. Basically you never know what is happening and/ or if you can trust them.
Traitors. You trusted someone, they went to the other side and or did/ said somthing that they should not have ON PURPOSE
Tyrants. Basically.... (in my humble opinion) some one who is a total $#!T bag and demands.....

The reason i am saying all this is beceause i am frustrated. These are the people i HAVE to have in my life.
Not really do i have to HAVE them in my life, it is just rather inconvenient for some one who is only 16 to remove them from their life.

Beceause of this i have become a rather independent person, that is good and all except....
I have a fear of large groups of people
I strugle when it comes to social skils
I an a damn FURRY!!!!!

One other thing, these people are also fake liberals.
So, like they say that it does not matter what my sexual preferences are or that they will all ways be supportive of my intrests (or at least be non-condeming)

They hate...
-The fact that i am a furry
-I dont want to live in a "normal" house and have $400000 in debt
-I do not conform
-I do not trust the GOVT
-I think that living in a psychedelic bus would be cool
-That Burning Man is on my list of things to do
-That i really do not need them, they need me.

These are just my thoughts.



P.S.
I am probably actually insane..... If you new me in person you would probably agree.

This all makes me wonder, i wonder how often the east bound freight train comes by my house?

[Armalite_]

I get bad vibes from your post so I'll make my response under the assumption that you're not planning on hopping aboard.

What unstoppable force is binding these people to you? In 2 years you can do whatever you want and/or live wherever you want. This isn't a permanent issue, so why are you resorting to something with permanent results? You might be crazy, but don't be stupid. Ignore and avoid the vicinity of people who upset you, go grab a latte or something, you don't have time for their BS. Ain't nobody got time fo that.

also,

Why do you feel the need to kill yourself anyway?

Liars, fakes, and cheats are extremely common in life. Nobody likes them and nobody will do business with them. If they hate you, good, it means you're not like them. They'll steal from you and tell you what you want to hear, but you need to understand that you can't trust anyone, not even family. You need to learn how to handle these things without getting so worked up when trust issues arise. It doesn't mean removing yourself from the picture. That's some immature crap. It means learning from the mistake of having put trust into them in the first place and confronting your problems as necessary.

Be a good person and stick to your guns and things will be alright. You'll find yourself being rewarded in the future from what you've learned with experience while your enemies fall behind under the weight of their own lies and setbacks.

[OriontheFox]

Yep, this sounds sucky.

I'm pretty sure that these so called 'people'(if they're aliens I dunno) should have nothing to do with you. I'm a socially awkward guy with anger management. Every year, I deal with TWO people I thought were friends who were actually liars, backstabbers and tyrants. What did I do with them?

I moved on.

Don't let it bring you down.  I usually find out they try to aggravate you and judge you 'cause they want attention/have problems JUST like you. Problem is with the latter is they won't come out of their liar/cheat/tyrant shell.

One thing I found useful in hard times was MUSIC. Bring an MP3 or Ipod everywhere you go. Feeling down? Chill to some good tunes or even play a game. Music has helped me through some hard times.

[HankTOBA]

I get bad vibes from your post so I'll make my response under the assumption that you're not planning on hopping aboard.

What unstoppable force is binding these people to you? In 2 years you can do whatever you want and/or live wherever you want. This isn't a permanent issue, so why are you resorting to something with permanent results? You might be crazy, but don't be stupid. Ignore and avoid the vicinity of people who upset you, go grab a latte or something, you don't have time for their BS. Ain't nobody got time fo that.

also,

Why do you feel the need to kill yourself anyway?

Liars, fakes, and cheats are extremely common in life. Nobody likes them and nobody will do business with them. If they hate you, good, it means you're not like them. They'll steal from you and tell you what you want to hear, but you need to understand that you can't trust anyone, not even family. You need to learn how to handle these things without getting so worked up when trust issues arise. It doesn't mean removing yourself from the picture. That's some immature crap. It means learning from the mistake of having put trust into them in the first place and confronting your problems as necessary.

Be a good person and stick to your guns and things will be alright. You'll find yourself being rewarded in the future from what you've learned with experience while your enemies fall behind under the weight of their own lies and setbacks.

woah! I never said kill my self! I ment HOP THE TRAIN!
Also, it was just a thought, not a plan.
Thank you both very much for the advice!
It means a lot to me!

[nixon/monto]

People are people and no one will "completely" be your friend. But some sure do try very hard to do so...you just have to find those people.

[HankTOBA]

Thank you all very much, it means a lot to me.
I am always great ful for help especially when im not expecting it, i was really just "venting" yesterday as i dont really have anywhere else to do so.

- Spike_      i have a question for you what part of my original post make you think that i was planning on killing myself? Because I am NOT!
I would like to edit that part of my original post.

[Twilight Rose]

I am probably actually insane.....

Why, of course. All the best people are.


It's been said already, but these kinds of people are pretty much unavoidable. On the flipside though, it helps to understand them. One of my best friends lied all the time. Honestly, I'm pretty sure everything he mentioned that took place not in front of me or someone else who confirmed it was a lie. But I understood him, and why he did. What's truly annoying is the delusional ones, who believe everything they say.