Hey, totally know how you feel sometimes.
Even though I do (because I wanna help); I hate it when everyone tells you how everythings gonna be fine when you're in that kinda mood.
Lemmie at least try anyway.
First of all, it really sucks that just because not enough of you are going it has to be prosponed! Why on earth would you give children knife sets anyway?! What is this world coming to!?
The other day me and my guy friend were walking in town and a 6 year old with a scooter sped passed us implying that we shouldn't get up to certain activities- to put it
very politely.
In the end you just have to learn to put up with some of the bad things- and make your life how you want it to be. Don't give up and miss out on things that would make you happy like your birthday- see it as something to look forward to and plan to do something awesome for it.
Also, an advantage to the trip being prosponed is that the excitement will build up more, so don't let it get you down- you'll be able to go eventually right?
When you're depressed its so easy to just feel awful and not think positively, then you get yourself in a rut and can't stop making things bad for yourself (I know by the way
) For example; giving up on your birthday will only make things worse right?
Hmm.. sometimes in times like this you just need some company, not always someone who tries to make sunshine out of droppings as it were, but someone who will just listen to you and someone you can just talk about it to. Hopefully you have someone like that, if not i'm always a candidate if you'll have me
Hope maybe that helped if not I tried. At least I care anyway.
xxx
Topic: depressed and angry at the same time. (Read 952 times)