Christ, my life is horrible. I have over controlling parents who only pretend to care about me, only a couple real friends, mainly my bird and 'Tapeworm' here on FF, though I'm smart my grades are horrid, I have lost all faith in religion and the government, I have no talents at all, I will never get a girlfriend or anyone to like me for that matter and I have to put on the plastic smile, so to speak, everyday, just so people don't see how bad I'm hurting. I hate my li(f)e