Kiana glanced towards Korius to check and see if he was listening in on their conversation. She glanced sideways at White before looking back down at her plate and sighing, grabbing a roll and buttering it. "Kamau was killed by Azzan, a rhino who had never needed a reason to kill another being, just an opportunity." She began, closing her eyes. "Kamau told me to run. He didn't want me to get hurt. I was cowardly enough to hide behind a tree but not enough to leave him entirely. Azzan mainly just wanted my brother's sword. Kamau loved his weapons..." She smiled slightly and shook her head, her eyes still closed. "So he told Azzan no. They fought. I was too afraid, too weak to help him. He wanted me safe and I always listened to him. I was too confident in his abilities to think that he would fall..." Her voice got caught in her throat for a second and her closed eyes tightened more. "But he did. And I just stood there. I stood there and I watched him get killed. I didn't do anything, I just watched him fall!" Her voice raised but was still quiet enough not to really bring attention to them as she opened her eyes and looked at White with disbelief towards herself written in her eyes, then looked sideways at the table. "Azzan took my brother's sword. When he left, I ran to Kamau but I knew he was dead. All I have left of him are memories...memories and..." She reached into her cloak and pulled out what seemed to be one throwing star. With a swift, simple movement while holding it in her fingers, she fanned it out into four throwing stars. "These." She stared at the throwing stars. "I wish I could have killed Azzan when I had the chance back in your hometown..."
That main portion of her story was done before the Szardas sat down. She ate her food slowly after that, never taking her eyes off of the stars. When she was done and Korius waved everyone over, she finally put them back in her cloak. The only time she actually looked up while Korius was talking was when he spoke directly to her. She had listened to his whole speech and gave a small nod. She didn't feel like restating the fact that it'd be tougher for her to defeat the air mages than the others, including the difficulty she would have in their fight with the actual Guardian. She had said it once; if they didn't remember, it wasn't her fault.