Force of habit. Seriously though, life isn't that bad. Interesting lessons (Apart from ICT) on subjects which I'm passionate about (especially Government & Politics), friends & the crazy antics they get up to (like trying to through a friend over someone's garden fence on the way to Tescos). Getting back from school to play video games, search the interwebs, listen to & play music (especially in band on Thursdays), study what my teachers think is way to detailed but I'm actually interested in. Life is good, and on the rare occasions it isn't I always know things will take an upswing sooner or later, 'cause that's how life works. People who get themselves down are just making things worse for themselves.