Last night I had the craziest dream I've had in a while... It was unique. Unlike any dream I've ever had. Almost movie like... Also... There was some not friendly language in the dream itself so bad words I replaced with "french toast." Anyway... There was this random guy that was trying to push himself into me and my families life. And I was the only one who had a bad feeling about him. Well after a few blank spots a I can't remember I found me and my dad together and this guy tried killing my dad. Then the next blank to the next... I find myself in a room with my mom, brother, brothers girl friend and my nephew with that guy and a couple cronies. Well... I walked in rather. When I walked in and saw this guy I went off. I lunged and punched him right down to the ground and turned around to his cronies and screamed, "You, and you GET THE <french toast> OUT!" Then I turned to back to the guy... At this point even in the stupor of a dream state... I can feel so much anger and hatred... I have no idea where it could have possibly come from... Or what this "guy" means or stands for...
Anyway, I turn back to the guy punch him right dead in the nose, I assume everyone was clueless as to why I exploded on this guy because no one else was doing anything. And I said, "You son of a blargh you come into my life, try to kill my father and you have the audacity to come back? I'm giving you 10 seconds to get up and get the <french toast> out, AND IF I EVER SEE YOUR FACE AGAIN... I'LL KILL YOU!"
And what this means to me bluntly... This represents everything I'm not. On any given day I'm not an overly aggressive, violent, or explosive person... So there has to be some kind of symbolic meaning. I mean... The random guy has to represent something. I suppose that would be a good starting point.