"I only wish that our missions did not have any conflicting points." he quietly spoke to Lazaryos, making notice of what he said pertaining to Ruby having possibly found something. "If my beloved did find a clue, she may've kept a record of it. My guess is that they would have that book and we may need it. Sorry for the rough treatment, but the thing is that I struggle with the decision to take revenge for my love's lost-life, or to try to get her wish for me to become a mage by finding this Mana, or even just destroying the source of the Mana as a failsafe to the mission to prevent it from falling into the wrong hands." He turned away from the tiger and wandered away from him, exhaling as he watched Dante eat, then glancing back to Lazaryos again. "It's hard to know who to trust when you don't know exactly who may've been part of the reason for your sorrow, eh?"