Veronica wasn't very smart when she was doing her homework though as she allowed herself to think about things. She thought about Shinzuu telling her he wanted to be alone at the hospital, about how hard it had been for her to say no when he asked her if she wanted to go to dinner with him, how much it hurt her to see him disappointed by her answer, how it crushed her that he didn't have anything to say to her when she apologized for her idiocy, how many emotions she felt all at once at the times when she had seen Tabby with Shinzuu (jealousy, anger, sadness, rejected), and how much it upset her that she would probably never be with him now. All these thoughts ended up just making her more depressed so when she had finished her homework she went upstairs and grabbed her pajamas., heading into the bathroom. She started the water then turned on CD player, putting in the RENT soundtrack and pressing play, then put some bubble bath in the water in the tub. After undressing, she sunk into the hot, bubble-filled water and closed her eyes.