Rants: Everyday Venting

[Akula Filiko]

I think a good friend on FA might have passed away. 

[pawz9]

this kid i sit next to in science today decided he was going to break off part of his clay sculpture that he made in art and slash the back of my hand with it

 
Holy crap...

Which hand?

My left hand

[NJMike]

My cat has suffered a cardiac arrest in the hospital two hours ago... I had her since 2003, she was my first cat and sort of my first pet. She's also what inspired my fursona.... I just can't believe this.......... I just fking can't............

Rest in peace, Snowball... I love you so much.................

[MrRazot]

idiot is being an idiot, keeps walking into my dorm and throwing my things about...

over exaggeration perhaps but it's still annoying 

[WingedZephyr]

Trying to sleep, but everyone around me apparently decided this morning is a good one to be as loud as possible. My mom talking (yelling) into her phone for hours, my cat meowing loudly and constantly at me, my dad talking loudly and banging something or other in the house, the dogs squeaking their loud squeaky toys, some people down the street blasting music, my mom using a hairdryer... and because the stupid walls of this house are so thin, all of it sounds like it may as well be in my bedroom with me, despite being across the house and having my door closed.

[Akula Filiko]

One of the furries I met last year died in a car accident.


I wish I could've gotten to know him.

[anoni]

Grand Theft Auto 4 Never goddamn works!

It's such a good game but then you can't connect to social club or  the game won't launch properly or you won't be able to connect to multiplayer

[✡]

my mom has already blackmailed me about three times today by saying she won't pay for college and make me homeless if I don't do what she says

[Count of Cutesy]

I have the worst father a person could ever have. I will always love my mother for the rest of my life, but I cannot stand living around my dad. He makes the most retarded jokes and thinks it's wrong for me to tell him to knock it off, as if the world is a huge double standard that everyone is allowed to piss me off, but I'm not allowed to piss them off. He's always coming up with these (expletive) rules that I have to live by that, like his jokes, go by double standards. The worst part about my father is that he is a know-it-all. He ALWAYS thinks he's right about EVERYTHING! Every time we talk, he ALWAYS assumes I'm trying to start a fight. Sometimes he doesn't realize that HE starts most of these fights. Sometimes he makes me want to (expletive) him. ...And other times, he makes me want to (expletive) myself. I hate him so much that I cannot find it in me to truly say I love him, because every time I see him, he always finds ways to piss me off.

[Gabriel of creosha]

Today my blue russian cat "shadow" passed away, he has lived with my grandmother since she got cancer. A motorist saw him and didn't even try to slow down.

[Akula Filiko]

My alarm didn't go off when it was supposed to, so I missed my first class today. 

[Count of Cutesy]

ROFL! I'm being accused of tracing one of my latest pieces. Are you friggin' kidding me?! I'm not a tracer and I'm completely against it. I want proof. I did that whole piece alone with not even a reference so GTFO.

Speaking of which, there was this one girl I was getting at for tracing a picture of Mew, eventually she switched the image and pretended it never happened. ...Then she rageblocked me.

Anyway, I'm a total jinx today. At work I dropped a container of water and spilled all over the floor, then at a restaurant I dropped a pepper shaker and smashed a small plate, and THEN  I knocked down an ornament at a Jerky Shack. Something is wrong with me today.

[Midnight Madness]

"I always thought
I'd make it
But never knew I'd
Let it get so bad
Living with myself
Is all I have

I feel numb
I can't come to life
I feel like
I'm frozen in time

Living in a
World so cold
Wasting away
Living in a shell
With no soul"

"I don't want to be the one
The battles always choose
'Cause inside I realize
That I'm the one confused

I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream.
I don't know why I instigate
And say what I don't mean.
I don't know how I got this way
I know it's not alright."

I never thought I could feel this bad about my life... It's like every time I try to do better, something gets in my way and pulls me under. My family is shattered like frail glass, and my childhood was wasted; for what..? I haven't the slightest idea why I had to be wrapped up in this; it may be life, but does that mean I cannot show remorse over the events..? And I'm not even looking back that far; all of this crap from my past effects the present. I never get to see my siblings, my Dad lives in the middle of the country, my Mom hates me, my Grandparents are my caretakers, and because of what happened in my family... I've spent seven years as an "adult." From eleven to eighteen... I have done nothing but deliberate, and why? Because I had to choose a parent?! Feh, sometimes I wonder what I should have really done with my life...

Blah, blah, blah; angst, discontent and shit like that. Feh, whatever. Just gonna spend my time helping others...

[Cifero Windtail]

^ Good choice, Sytex. Good choice...


I... I'm getting scared of myself. I keep getting these... strange urges... murderous ones. I'm afraid that one day... I might crack.

But hopefully, my willpower to not kill living creatures that could be changed for the better will over come this...

[blinxis]

Dangit...failed my first test for the course today (73%). I feel completely worthless after that.
 
Everyone else friggin passed, so I'm probably considered the "Dumb dude" of the class. I think school beat me