*hugs* My condolences
Argh, why do I go through this like "phase" of piano playing where at the start I don't care how I play and because I don't care how I play, I start playing really well, just not worrying about it. BUT THEN I do something STUPID like try to record my piano playing, get all nervous, stressed, fail at playing a good rendition of the song and from then on feel stressed because I get self-conscious on my piano playing abilities >.<