I'm trying way too hard to accomplish stuff lately, and with that I mean, by doing too much stuff in one day. For example, I wake up at 6:30AM > go to college wich is 32KM on Bike a day, then when college is over, I go do training or work... Or sometimes even both! And this has been going on for 3 months now, almost every single day... People started warning me for a potentional burnout, cuz I am not relaxing at all... My day usually ends around 12AM when I get home exhausted. Anyway, thats what is on my mind >.< I want to do too much stuff in a day and not wasting any time... While I actually should take the time to relax...
As for grey, hope you wont have to experience that again, sounds awefull!
TheUnknown: Whenever you feel empty, think about improving the stuff you can do, and get confident from the experience you gain along the way. If you feel bad and you keep telling yourself you are lonely and and empty you'll get into a loop that is very hard to break