I feel like I've made a completely negative impact on everyone around me the past few weeks, and generally I'm completely broken emotionally. I snap at anyone who does something I don't want, I whine whenever something isn't going my way, and I never try to help anyone. I used to be totally stable to the point where I could support others and actually make a positive change for people, but now I just feel like a burden. I want to fix it but no matter how hard I try, nothing changes. The worst part, the part that makes me feel like I shouldn't even exist, is that I've had the worst effect on the people I love the very most. I hate people who hurt those I care about.