Also not to mention my mom is no better. She looks at like I would do drugs, hang out with 'bad' people (and for those that don't know me I'm a complete freak at school with barely any friends). I have one friend outside school my mom never trusts, she always tells me before I leave don't do this don't do that. She's always yelling at me, along with my siblings blaming me for everything making me face consequences like always. I'm never happy at my house. Both my father and mother and no good, it's funny they still live together when their love died years ago and they grow hatred for eachother. If they do divorce, good. At least I'll be away from one. And yes sometimes we will have good times and I treat them with respect and love them. my dads never home since work and my mom stays home depressed but when they are in the same house it's either calm or they begin to argue, but now I sit in my room or leave the house to get away when this happens. I just want to hurry and grow up and leave them behind I can't handle this drama anymore and it's pissing me off. This forum is the only thing that keeps me together. Besides even my other family members don't care, but always expect so much from us. I have a horrible family and wouldn't mind leaving them behind once I'm out of the house.