Today was a good day, I got to use computers, there was a veteran's day assembly, I even had a good chat with my friends at lunch. So why am I posting here? Because nothing I just said matters to me. There's only one thing in life that would make me happy: being a girl. I spent all day today just looking at the girls in my school, wanting, wishing, all in vain. I want to wear girl clothes, paint my nails, just do girl things, but I can't. Not right now at least.