Rants: Everyday Venting

[saph the sergal]

sometimes i hate computer sites that dont list all the needed things like power supply sizes  like really i dont need to have that issue

[Grovygrunge]

Something a little sad happened to me yesterday. I had met a new person on the forums and we were getting along very nicely. We were about to rp via Skype when he asked me if I was really a girl. I said no, (I'm honest) and he never responded back. I feel like I've ran him off... I didn't want to do that... but I also thought he'd accept me, and he didn't... it made me sad...

Ouch, that's beyond harsh. If I was you I wouldn't place the blame on yourself though, you were honest, which is good. Sometimes you just can't predict how people will react to something.


OT: I haven't written a story in so long and I'm trying to get back into RPing properly. Ugh. It sucks.

[HyenaKing]

Goddamnit, I hate myself so much! Why can't I just be happy with what I have?!
Get your **censor** head straight, man.

[Raven MacKenzie]

Sure, I can be friendly. But not to everyone. Why I should be friendly to persons who want to destroy me? Before they accomplish that, I destroy them. I'm a fighter and not a f*#23)g "everyone-kisser". So let me do what I want to. I'm not a hater but I don't like everyone. Got it?!

And yes, I'm really very angry!

[Cecilia Peromi]

Today I got some very depressing news. Turns out that what I thought was a therapist appointment this Wednesday was actually just a lousy dentist appointment. I never really asked what the appointment was, and that's my fault, but it's still just unbelievable. I thought that this was finally over, that I wouldn't have to deal with this pain anymore, but I was wrong. I can't take this much longer, it hurts so much. And yet no one seems to care.....


Edit:

This makes two times in which I've jumped to conclusions. Turns out that TOMORROW is the dentist, and after that I have my own appointment.

[HyenaKing]

Eyy, let's do this shit.

[Goblin Cat 😸]

I get really sick of people trying to assign a tone or reflexively getting their feelings hurt because they associate a certain tone with my words. I am not being offensive, I am merely speaking.

[saph the sergal]

some people have no respect for others even after asking poilty to remove a car from personal property they leave it time for a tow truck i think maybe that will teach them

[Alistair]

^ Agreed. At one of the places I go to frequently to just hang out there was some road work going on in front and the people needed an alternate route to get into the building. This lady from the bank across from the street parked right in front of our way to get in and when asked politely several times to move her car she screamed and yelled and pretty much just threw a fit.

[saph the sergal]

^ Agreed. At one of the places I go to frequently to just hang out there was some road work going on in front and the people needed an alternate route to get into the building. This lady from the bank across from the street parked right in front of our way to get in and when asked politely several times to move her car she screamed and yelled and pretty much just threw a fit.

and thats why i cant wait to get a car and buy 4 tire jacks so i can move it around

thats also where you possibly have full legal action to call a tow truck and let her pay for it

[Peanut B. Rawket]

I kinda wish people at least feigned appreciation for me occasionally. Over half of the people I used to talk to stopped responding. It hurts a little seeing the "Hey! Hi! Where've you been?" messages sent weeks apart that never got a reply. Telegram makes it hurt a bit more because I know they've read the messages, too.

It's starting to make me a little bitter.

[Cecilia Peromi]

Aww, that's sad. Well, you can talk to the people on here! We're always eager to listen. Pm me if you want to talk.

[Cecilia Peromi]

(Excuse me for the double post but I seriously have something to say)

I'm feeling extremely lost and alone right now almost to the point where I'm scared of what I might do.

For anyone of you that I said I had a therapy appointment I'm afraid I was seriously mistaken, there was no therapy of any kind, it was just a check up to refill my meds. (and increase the dosage of one) That was it, and now I feel completely cheated. During the whole thing I wanted to say something, I wanted to, wanted to so badly, but I couldn't and now I have to go through it all again: the waiting, the pain, the unbearable pain. The worst part is that no one can see how much it hurts, they just treat me like I'm fine, but I'm not fine. I don't know what it is, I don't why I can't express my feelings to anyone, I don't know why I force myself to just choke it all down. Whatever it is, it's killing me, it's seriously killing me.

[Grey]

Now I lay me down to sleep,
  I pray the Lord my soul to keep.
  If I should die before I wake,
  I pray the Lord my soul to take.

I'm not religious in any way but this prayer has great memories of a time where life was much nicer for me. I wish I go back in time.

[Cecilia Peromi]

Me too Grey, me too.