Rants: Everyday Venting

[HyenaKing]

No Christmas tree, no presents.


Being poor sucks.

[Goblin Cat 😸]

I miss my grandfather. He passed away this year and this will be my first Christmas without him. He was one of the only supportive people in my family.

[Remo The Sponge Guppy]

I feel inadequate… And like I'm not being as good of a friend as I can be.

[Grey]

It's really quite impressive how adept I am at making people feel like utter crap and have no idea how I'm doing it.

On top of that I still haven't recovered from past events and it's still have an effect now. It sucks because I keep tripping up and panicking, then I go do something stupid that in no way helps.

[Cecilia Peromi]

Aww, poor Grey. *hugs*

[Peanut B. Rawket]

Apparently, to my parents, not having children is not an option whatsoever, I can't adopt either too, apparently (Not that I really want to)

Their response to me simply saying "I don't really know if I want kids..."- I got yelled at, alot, and told that I "need to be more open-minded about things" Thanks. It frustrates me and I can't even do shit about what they say, but at least I can move out in 1.5 years.

On an unrelated note, I hate only coming here to rant, but I've had so much on my plate recently and this is honestly the only area I really can vent anymore. I feel a little ashamed coming here just to do that all the time, I want to talk and meet every single one of you and maybe I can start making some awesome friendships again, but, it seems I have far too many responsibilities to keep hold of, and I can't exactly find time to do that.

[anoni]

So when I first got here, I applied for a social security number with my room mate, I need a social security number cause I can't get paid otherwise. It takes a fortnight or so to get these numbers.

Well it has been 3 weeks and it hadn't arrived in the mail box, so I tell my room mate and he says they did arrive, it's just he decided to take my social security number and place it without telling me on a pile of papers on the living room table. He didn't inform me that the number was there, for a WHOLE week and now it'd not in the pile of papers cause the room was cleaned and I haven't been able to find it.

My room mate does not apologize, he does not offer to help me look for it, he does literally nothing but blame me for "losing" the number even though HE PLACED IT IN A MESSY PILE WITHOUT TELLING ME FOR A WHOLE **censor** WEEK

Now I can't get paid for another 2 weeks, now I have to go wake up early to get to the social security office at 8am and wait in line for 1 hour and 40 minutes BECAUSE OF HIS UTTER STUPIDITY AND DICKISHNESS.

He seems to show no **censor** remorse.

[White Wolf Guardian]

^ Welcome to Seattle!

Holy crap, still tired from work.

[The Magic Otter]

My health is fine, I'm in a good relationship, I'm beginning the filming of my short film soon and my memory is a little less pathetic now, so what the **censor** is wrong with me!? I should be happy, I should be skipping down a yellow brick road singing 'ob-la-de-ob-la-dah' but am I? No, i still feel like crap. Maybe I'll just never be properly happy. -_-

[Cecilia Peromi]

I feel like that sometimes as well. You just have to push it aside, if you know for a fact that there's no problem, then there's no problem.

[The Magic Otter]

I feel like this all of the time, every single moment. I put a faćad on most of the time to cover it up, but that doesn't actually alter my feelings.

[Cecilia Peromi]

Hmm.... Do you have depression? Because never being happy is a symptom.

[The Magic Otter]

Yes, but I just feel that i should be happy, i mean what in my life warrants me feeling depressed?

[Cecilia Peromi]

Depression is like that, it can make you feel sad even though you should be happy. Do you take any medicine?

[The Magic Otter]

No and I'd rather not take any.