Rants: Everyday Venting

[kalan]

I have had it. Im done trusting people. At this point ive been stabbed in the back so many times im starting to enjoy the pain of the knife

[The Past]

Might just be my typical paranoid self, but it seems I **censor** things up worse in some way than I thought. I have no idea how but I'm almost certain it's something I did.

I need to get out of this place before I lose my goddamned mind, if I haven't already.

[138]

I'm not sure what to do or say anymore. Seems like my words mean nothing. I don't know.

[Cecilia Peromi]

It really bugs me to see you all so sad. I'M supposed to be the one with the problem. Not you guys.

[Eesha]

I feel a bit guilty but I'm fine 


Well, unless the fact that I may fail my exam (it's called "BAC" here in France) at the end of the year, again...
But I have time I guess.

[Nrein]

I'm so sick of my incompetent co-worker causing my production time/quality to go down. I get it, we're in dire need for this person to do the job they are now, but it's getting to the point where I'm working harder to be a damn baby-sitter than I am actually doing my own job, on top of filling in for her old responsibilities, and picking up her slack for her no ones.

And I swear to God if I hear "I've only had one full week of this" one more time, I'm going to start slapping some people.

[Cecilia Peromi]

Sometimes I wonder if I'm doing the right thing. I want to stay here but I also don't want to tear my family apart in the process. I've already been ugly to my brother, that's not what I want. I want the two of us to just get along.

[Rob_Silvermyst]

There is no reason why you should have to give up one thing for the other. While your mother's concerns are not unfounded as things have happened like this on other social media websites, I do not think you are the kind who would get up and leave to go be with someone you know nothing about. You have friends here, and family is just as important.  Keep trying to get them to understand and to respect your choices, but try not to be hostile or ugly about it.  We are all with you.

[Cecilia Peromi]

You're right, but.... I can't help but see that she has a point. I don't actually know who any of you are....

[Rob_Silvermyst]

And likewise, all we know of you is what you have told us, and that is if we accept all of what has been said so far as fact. I am sure though you would be wise enough to see if someone is attempting to pull you away from where you live. Everyone on the internet is a stranger, but the internet allows us to go from strangers to friends, even if none of us ever meet in person. While the internet can show some people at their worst (trolls, bullies and predators), they can also show people at their best. People you would have never met in real life that can offer support and encouragement in dark times.

[Cecilia Peromi]

That has been so true, especially here. If only my aunt would believe that.

[138]

Someone told me something about their life, and it has bothered me ever since. It was something they take part in, and I don't think I can talk to them anymore. It bothered me enough to give me the chills for awhile.

[Eesha]

My drugs for my skin make me suffer when I smile 

[Nrein]

Found out today that one of my coworkers/our head chefs husband got chewed up in some farm equipment last night. Basically his entire body from the waist up was crushed,  he's probably gonna lose an arm, and they're drilling into his skull as we speak to bring down the pressure on his brain.

Not only is this a horrific situation but now our department will be down one more person, bringing us down by three people now to 8,  all while next week we have the biggest review ever that could close us down if we can't pull together and get a miracle out of our collective butts.

[Eesha]

Oh god that's horrible, How did he managed to get eaten by some farm equipment ?