Okay, okay, okay.. Get this.
I can deal with a crowd of over 40 people screaming and making fun of me and preform fine.
I talk to my parents..
And I feel like blowing my brains out. I feel so stressed by them.
I decided to talk to them. Then they're like "Look at him! Look at him! (Really doesnt adknowledge my grades.. that are fine.) You're this and that! Get a camera! Watch him get super stressed out and suffer!"
I seriously have something broken in my brain. My parents set off something that I literally convulse and shake, like worse than being a life-and-death situation.
THEN THEY THINK ITS ALRIGHT TO JUST VIDEOTAPE ME AND FORCE ME TO WATCH IT. MAKING ME WATCH IT ONLY MAKES IT WORSE.