Now that things at work are starting to *slightly* "normalize", I'm gonna be starting to do my old job again more frequently.
Of course this means less responsibility, more dealing with idiots, especially my least favorite co-worker, and some staff that I don't enjoy as well.
As happy as I am that things are starting to get back to normal, because it means our head cook is coming back and I do enjoy her, it's really gotten me to feel very unimportant again. Like a ghost in the wind. I go in, do my job, and go out. No real interaction with the other co-workers anymore, and it's out of place for me to make the effort to since that would mean bothering them when they're on break, when I should be working (Which, I'm competent enough that I have nothing to do during those 15 minutes but still.) On top of that, the person coming back didn't get to really interact with me the way the other full-timers did, so they don't really know how to deal with me now that I've really "come out of my shell" as the others say.
Iunno, they're doing their best to reassure me that I'm not going to stop being "important" and a part of them and stuff but, it sucks that it's starting to look that way, especially when for the first time in a job it's a bunch of people I have fun working with.
Sorry for the long rant ;-;