Rants: Everyday Venting

[Dax Declan]

The best thing for me at this point would be for me to sit in my room with a barrel in my mouth, but the thought terrifies me a instead I'll throw away the rest of my life instead 

[Rocco Rex]

Well, I signed up for my last semester at college. IF things at home don't fall apart before then. Heck, it is very possible I'll be gone before Thanksgiving or Christmas.
Also, at least 2 terror classes next semester, one at 8AM X.X

[anoni]

So for my major project of a course I'm making a Quantum Computer Simulator, and while doing so is not so bad I wanted to try to make mine more efficient.

  I had 5 different attempts.
    - Independent Qubit Model: - Does not accurately represent qubit-value probabilities when controlled-gates are put into play. FAILED.
    - Independent Preservation Qubit Model - Does not preserve phase-state of qubit upon controlled-gate operation. FAILED
    - Independent Qubit Memory Model - Has a space complexity equivalent to O(2^g) where g is amount of controlled-gate operation, this is terrible space complexity. FAILED.
    - Combinational Qubit Model - Does not preserve phase-state of qubit upon controlled-gate operation. FAILED.
 

  My current model, the Latent-Checking qubit model seems to work. It preserves the phase, accurately does controlled-gate operation and does so quite efficiently. But there was an error and I think the error is with the Hadamard gate and if it turns out the error is what I think it is it may be very difficult to fix, but its such a subtle error. ARGH. This whole thing has been an emotional rollercoaster.

[Alessia Starfurr]

sounds like your having problems with the qubit.

I'm a programmer myself but I don't think I've ever done something with quantum computers.

[Farewell]

I just 'LOVE' being forced to celebrate my own birthday next weekend.

[Alessia Starfurr]

I just 'LOVE' being forced to celebrate my own birthday next weekend.

Funny my birthday this year went by with nothing but one text.

[Captain Degenerate]

I've never had a birthday party

[Rocco Rex]

I think this might be my body's final warning. I tried slowing down, but found out I then couldn't keep up with anything, so I revved back up the next day. I'm always tired (so?), my sleep patterns were obliterated a while ago, have trouble remembering stuff, have trouble thinking straight, have trouble speaking, having trouble typing and with dropping stuff. However, two new things have popped up. And even I think I have a problem.
At times, I will be doing stuff, and I have this feeling come over me. I call it the IFF, imminent failure feeling. Every time I've felt it, it's been right, I was about to fail something. I got that IFF tonight. Also, my heart is now beating oddly. There has been the occasional odd beat at times, but it is happening much, MUCH more often (going on for minutes now) than I am happy with. So I guess this mean I won? I pushed myself to the brink? And just in time too apparently. 22+ hours at work over the next 3 days, plus terror assignments coming up very quickly next week. Oh, and it's possible I'll be kicked out Tuesday to top it all off. *sigh*

[Vael]

I was hospitalized over the time I was gone, but I'm okay now. 

[ZielZorix]

Found out my grandmother (mom's side) is in the hospital and is going to possibly need heart surgery.  Turns out she has been in the hospital since yesterday.  How did me and my mom find out?  A **censor** Facebook post.  Not a phone call or a text message, a Facebook post!  I swear to all things unholy, my mom's side of the family are some of the most selfish and self-centered people I know!

[★Amethyst★]

I have to work five days in a row, including several 8-hour shifts. I know that's basically normal for a lot of people so I probably sound whiny but it's a bit new to me. I also have some schoolwork to work on if I can find any spare time to do it.

[Farewell]

School then home almost every **censor** day. I have no where to go... I have to deal with people I hate (students, or teachers)
Then go home to the family that's breaking apart, and I've grown to hate as well.

My weekends wasted on the PS4, or being on my phone. Maybe going out.

I just can't wait to move out... I've considered never coming back either. I just hate it all.

[Adrienne_Blackfire]

I want to talk to people more here but I'm too reserved. I feel like I'm annoying whenever I try to talk or relate to the conversation.

[Ventus Fall]

I want to talk to people more here but I'm too reserved. I feel like I'm annoying whenever I try to talk or relate to the conversation.

Don't be!
Feel free to poke your head around the corner at any time, be as random or systematic as you want with your replies. There are loads of people on these forums, and each person is different. If you want to jump into a conversation: Please, do so, even though we're all mainly furries, we won't bite, claw or scratch you ;D

[The Past]

I want to talk to people more here but I'm too reserved. I feel like I'm annoying whenever I try to talk or relate to the conversation.

Don't be!
Feel free to poke your head around the corner at any time, be as random or systematic as you want with your replies. There are loads of people on these forums, and each person is different. If you want to jump into a conversation: Please, do so, even though we're all mainly furries, we won't bite, claw or scratch you ;D

^ This.




I stayed up a couple nights ago making sure every detail of a picture was perfect, and now my sleep schedule is ruined and my dad's been leaving to work without me. :C