Rants: Everyday Venting

[The Past]

I like to joke around, but offline I don't do so much in front of people because many tend to think I'm serious. Plus my brain pretty much shuts off in social situations so I try to avoid trouble from that. But now I think refraining from joking has only made it worse. Me being silly catches my own family off-guard and they act like there's something wrong with me. I hate feeling the need to explain myself constantly.

AS EXPECTED. I posted a silly quote I said on Facebook and was thinking "you know what, this is clearly a joke, there's no need to kill it with explanation."
SURE E-FRIGGEN-NOUGH, family thinks it was serious and called my dad to question.

Did I joke about killing or something? Did I post some awful toilet humor? NOPE.
I (a biological female) joked about growing a beard.

Seriously.

At least my dad got the joke (but the quote was from a discussion we had, so of course he got it). We may or may not play up the joke on Christmas.

[Faolyn]

Just found out someone in my neighborhood passed away, someone who I wasn't very close to but knew them enough to care about them. My thoughts go to their family.

[Ori]

When you ask one simple question (about weather or not I should buy an  i5 or i7 processor for what I'm doing.) And half the replies say buy an i5 and the other half say buy an i7. And the computer build I was planning to make is, according to some reddit people, 'explosive', and 'a fire hazard'. So now I'm forced to spend possible a thousand bucks for one... x.x . And my dad? "Don't worry son, you don't need a new computer. You're computer is only ten years old and can't possibly run photoshop even though you're trying to be a graphic artist. Huh, this Ipad pro that I basically never use except to watch movies on and cost me about 1000 dollars when I already have another tablet? Don't be ridiculous I need this more than you need a computer. Huh the Cintiq 2000 that I also never use and is probably worth another (at least) 1000$ don't be ridiculous it's more important than getting you a new computer, despite saying all day long that you learning to draw is the most important thing to me. You have a job and you're trying to save up for your own PC because my narcistic, greedy bum can't buy you a better computer, I'm 100% judging you for it now. Rahahaha." Gee Thanks dad. x.x... (When you get internally mad and you make the batman (collegehumor version) voice in your head.)

[Romulan_Furry]

Just found out that the friend of mine I came to this forum (Alex) and his family got evicted. They're gonna be living at a homeless shelter, and they don't have public internet there. I feel like I'm losing a brother - Alex and I have known each other for years, and we had so much going on. So many stories, so many collaborations. He was half the reason I have been on this site. Now... I feel like I've lost my connection to this place.

[Bricket]

I'm sorry for you Rom 

Anyway, my life is officially a meme 
Just when you accept the fact that a friend of yours is dead and is burried another friend passes away.
This time it was a friend of my father but also a good friend of mine, guess 2016 is indeed taking everyone with him

[Bricket]

I am officially homeless.
Goodbye

[Alistair]

I am in massive amounts of pain on a day to day basis, even sitting still all day every day doesn't make it subside. Movement makes it that much worse and my primary care provider is indirectly refusing me better pain medication every time I go to an appointment with them. Every time I'm there they just print out this little worn out pamphlet, tell me to do these stretches and take Ibuprofen. I tried to tell them movement is what is causing the pain in the first place, they don't listen. And Ibuprofen isn't a fix all cure all. I need an actual dedicated anti-inflammatory for my joints/muscles.

[Bricket]

I am officially homeless.
Goodbye

Update: found a temporarily place to stay

[Shoon]

Thats good Bricket!

[Rocco Rex]

I make a positive post about how looks like I beat my Christmas depression. Then the unwrapping starts with Mom, dad, and me all yelling loudly at people and then a lot of tension *sigh*

[Grey]

This Christmas has literally been the worst I've ever had. I had to put my ferret Charlotte down.

[Rocco Rex]

And Christmas ended with me getting very sick. I was so sick that the next day when I tried a little water, I puked it right back up in about 60 seconds.

And now Obama pulling this bullshit
https://pjmedia.com/trending/2016/12/28/obama-admin-yanks-2a-rights-from-ssi-recipients/
Heil Obama

[Ventus Fall]

How I feel when people keep interrupting me when I'm not done talking or just started talking: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=J2lULU-nc6I&ab_channel=JontronClips

[Rocco Rex]

I have an 8 hour shift today at work. I'd skip it, but it's a closing shift and I'd feel bad for my supervisor. I' exhausted so I've been trying to get a little sleep but any time I try some little asshole comes through. Screaming, banging, thumping, throwing stuff, people bugging me. IS IT TOO **censor** DIFFICULT TO REALIZE i'M STILL NOT WELL AND AM TRYING TO SLEEP!!?? They're too **censor** lazy to even close doors
Shift is going to be torture. Oh, and I still can't regulate my body temperature

[Ori]

Got friend-zoned... Ouch. Perhaps once more with someone else from scratch. I'm just glad it doesn't hurt too bad. Lol.

Edit: Okay maybe I'm not doing too well. Although I know I'm doing it, looks like psychologically to fight the tiny bit of pain, I've went into Happy go lucky mode.  (When people suffer sometimes they do the exact opposite of what they're feeling. Sometimes the people that are insecure about how they look will dress super flashy. Or Really sad people will act Really happy. )I guess that's what I'm going through now. But hey, now I've got a better sense of humor...

My ability to get right back up has filled me with determination. (To go find someone else.)