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Re: Rants: Everyday Venting
« Reply #6795 on: January 05, 2017, 09:57:53 PM »
Thanks to a care provider's workers not doing their damn jobs my Uncle is in hospital. They haven't given him his antibiotics, overdosed him on pain meds, not tested his blood sugars, not treated his diabetes, not washed him, not changed his pads, not fed him, not cleaned his flat, not done anything they were supposed to.

Now he's in critical condition with just about every ailment you can think of. Plus he might need a foot or a couple of toes removed at least because the infection has gone right down into the bone.
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Re: Rants: Everyday Venting
« Reply #6796 on: January 07, 2017, 10:20:50 PM »
I got a phone call from a hospital in a middle of a night that my father has died. He was doing well before going there, and shortly after arriving in the hospital his condition went from OK to agonizing and dead. In less than a week. I was going to visit him tomorrow.
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Re: Rants: Everyday Venting
« Reply #6797 on: January 07, 2017, 10:27:48 PM »
Sorry to hear about that, Brigand. I don't know what to say... If you need anyone to talk to, please feel free to PM me or reach out here on the forums.
Take care, and I don't know if this helps anything, but... *offers a hug*
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Re: Rants: Everyday Venting
« Reply #6798 on: January 07, 2017, 10:47:34 PM »
I'm so sorry to hear bout your loss Brigand. I lost my Grandma right before Christmas, so I can kind of empathize

Storm clouds are gathering again in my life. This might be a super storm



I don't want to add this. My old dog is really having trouble. Having trouble moving around, decreased vision and smell. Now I think she might be blind in her left eye. It's so cloudy, and I can't get her attention from that side. Her right eye is getting cloudy too. I think it's almost time. I had joked about Grandma and Ladybug being connected. Grandma dies last month, and now...  :'(
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Re: Rants: Everyday Venting
« Reply #6799 on: January 09, 2017, 01:01:30 PM »
As a result of my Uncle's care team's neglect he's passed away. Thankfully he went peacefully in the hospital whilst he slept. I know the staff did their best to help him and treated him with the dignity he deserved throughout his stay there.

I'm shocked and hurt that the most amazing person I've ever known has died, but I'm also angry beyond words at the care team.
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Re: Rants: Everyday Venting
« Reply #6800 on: January 09, 2017, 05:59:29 PM »
Why the **censor** are so many people dying!? This is insane

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Re: Rants: Everyday Venting
« Reply #6801 on: January 10, 2017, 05:20:53 AM »
I feel ready to burst. All i ever want is to talk to friends but it seems like somebody wants to **censor** with me everytime i find friends i can talk to. I dont know what to do i wanna scream i wanna yell i wanna fall apart but i cant cause if i do i got no one there to help me back up. I wanna ask for help but i cant do that either cause i cant seem to find somebody i can trust. My everything hurts at this point
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Re: Rants: Everyday Venting
« Reply #6802 on: January 10, 2017, 11:54:17 AM »
Allright, here it goes.

Yesterday I had a deep conversation with a friend of mine, well not just a "normal" friend but the kind of friend you trust deeply.
The subjects we talked about weren't light and the things I said are the things I would never say out loud or just to a "normal" friend.
As the conversation went on and on I said more and more personal stuff. When I told a deep fear of mine he tried to comfort me I think? Yet it failed horribly, for me it felt like I got a kick in the face because for me he was taking a piss with it. We had a small (or bigger than a small) fight about it and I was just ready to break contact with him and just leave him behind. However this case I decided to confront myself and try to resolve the situation (even tho I have to admit I'm an horrible fixer). In the end we got it resolved but I have the feeling untill now that there is some unrepairable damage done.

After getting it "resolved" we kept on talking and I took a leap of faith by trusting him even more which was a great things. The conversation kept going on for hours but it was for me around 6 in the morning. I wanted to keep on talking but looks like I've fallen asleep on my laptop in the midst of a sentence.
When I woke up I saw this message he left skype and won't come back.

Looks like I screwed up royally, Didn't I?
When I finally have a really great friend, I still succeed at screwing it up.


Post Merge: January 10, 2017, 12:28:10 PM
PART 2 OF RANT

Thing is, I don't blame him. He was just human after all.
It's me who I blame, it's me who has screwed up.
It's me who has burnt all the bridges.
It's me who has scared someone and made him leave me alone.
You know why? Because I was the asshole here, and for being someone who doesn't allow others to make mistakes: I'm pretty good at failing and screwing up
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Re: Rants: Everyday Venting
« Reply #6803 on: January 11, 2017, 02:39:02 PM »
Today started worse than even I thought. I normally go to bed around 3:30 AM. I have an 8 AM class, so I had to wake up at 6:30 AM. I went to bed 3 hours earlier than usual and laid  awake for hours. Mom woke me up at 7:30 AM. I was 10 minutes late to class, and the door was locked. I went to be early, couldn't sleep, woke up early, and went at speeds over 100 MPH to get here, double the speed limit at times. Oh, and I'm still sick. And a very, very good friend left until Monday.  :'(  What a lovely way to start the semester

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Re: Rants: Everyday Venting
« Reply #6804 on: January 12, 2017, 12:09:13 AM »

this crackhead at work is really starting to piss me off. I work in a machine shop,I take a shaft, a washer, and an armature, put them together, put it in the press take the completed part out, hit the button to cycle the machine. repeat X3000 times a day.


last week unrelated... if my parts don't press all the way I bring them to the guy on the other machine to re-press them, they need to come back to me for depth check, and run-out (bent shaft from re-press) one day, all 260ish never came back to me and got mixed into his good parts 1107 that day for him. so we had to separate his parts and still need to test all 1107. T_T


Monday... I push 1500 parts, and start inspecting them cuz she's not doing it. she then hops on my machine and cant get it going so she cranks the air pressure up way to high, still cant get it going. she then lowers the depth checker that checks that the shaft got pressed to the right spot, doesn't raise it back up and tries to cycle. luckily it didn't or it would have broken. I raise it back up and tell her to stop. instead she gets it running but is pressing bad parts cuz the air pressure is to high. then I see her take a good part put it in the bad parts, and take the bad part and put it in the good parts. at that point I shut off the machine and throw all her parts (like 20) into the scrap bin. I go get my supervisor and make him put her on another job. until the end of the day she decides she will inspect my parts and complains about how there's to many and she has to stay late because of it. :'(


Tuesday... when I come in she's running my machine and WILL NOT LET ME ON IT. I've only been awake for 30 minutes and don't feel like dealing with it so I start inspecting the parts she didn't do yesterday. I check her progress after an hour and she's only done  about 160. I push a minimum of 400 an hour no matter how sick, hung over, or dead. just shot gun a redbull put on some speedcore and do work. as soon as she got out of the seat I jumped in and pushed 1500 in three hours she says that's all we need for this weeks shipment (LIE) I would have had that many when she told me this if she let me run MY machine as soon as I came in. while I'm inspecting my parts she's putting the totes of parts on 2 shipping pallets the first one she finished is blocked by the second one not finished, making the guy in charge of all shipping move stuff around. I then found out we need another 1000 parts to make the shipment WHICH I WOULD HAVE HAD IF SHE DIDNT TELL ME TO STOP!!!!!!  >:(


Wednesday (today) I come in and start doing the re-pressed parts. I press 100 and start inspecting them. she sees my machine open and starts pressing. I cant get her to stop, absolutely refuses to inspect my parts and I'm about ready to slap a ho, but she's the owners sister sooooo..... :/ . so I go get shipping guy and tell him to get her the F off my machine, and try to find my supervisor, couldn't, so I go smoke a cigarette. when I get back everybody's standing around talking about something I wasn't paying attention. somebody calls her away from the machine so I shut it off clean the whole thing and spent the rest of the day inspecting the 1107 parts from last week. didn't press a new part all day. 


I'm going to see if I can get one of the lock out tags for the bigger machines. If they break down and some body tries to run it...it could explode and kill everybody in the room. so they put a lock out tag that wont let the machine run until its been taken off. I want that for mine. so nobody can run it except me and the guy on the other machine.
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Re: Rants: Everyday Venting
« Reply #6805 on: January 12, 2017, 05:56:26 AM »
And of course, the day ended just as lovely. The meeting with my recruiter started well, had me take a test I last took almost a year ago. Did better than last time. Then it fell apart. Looks like he might need highschool transcripts or diploma after all. dad never issued a diploma, and I doubt he'd get me the transcripts. And then recruiter would need to talk to Mom, who wants no part of helping me enlist. And he wants to talk to dad, even thought I promised him that can't end well. So I had about an hour of stress added. Oh, and no, I still can't sneak out to MEPS. and be gone for a whole day plus. Period. And Army recruiter got in contact with me. It's amazing what strings they can pull when they aren't getting many recruits and you're about to lose someone who plans to enlist.
A friend left today, a pretty close one. I had been leaning towards inviting him to when I graduate from Marine Corps bootcamp. There goes that.
Also, we found out that over 800 people were murdered in Chicago last year. And of course dad and 16 yo brother find it great since vast majority were black.
Pleeeeeeeease tell me it will be better tomorrow. It's the first day of actually doing work in college algebra, so I'm terrified it's going to be horribly **censor** up *gulp*

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Re: Rants: Everyday Venting
« Reply #6806 on: January 12, 2017, 11:12:30 AM »
Rocco: Good luck, sounds like you need it!
Glad to hear though it seems the enlistment you want to enroll in might actually go through. Sorry to hear about your friend. I'm not sure how much of a believer you are, but... I have a feeling if you still want him to come to your graduation, he'd be there.


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Aaah.
Sorry for being vague as I don't want it to be too personal for real-life situations here, but...When someone makes a decision after only seeing two things instead of looking at all the things they settled a meeting for...
I can't stand that.
How can someone make a good decision if they don't take it all into account?

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Re: Rants: Everyday Venting
« Reply #6807 on: January 12, 2017, 11:42:08 AM »
Looks like due to all the fun events that have happened to me it seems that I'm mentally capable of participating in just half of my exams.
Even when I get a new chance, there is always a way it gets screwed up  :/

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« Reply #6808 on: January 12, 2017, 11:44:20 AM »
That sucks, Bricket :/
Will you have the chance to redo some of them?
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Re: Rants: Everyday Venting
« Reply #6809 on: January 12, 2017, 11:46:13 AM »
Probably in the summer but this means I won't have enough credits to do a complete second semester

 

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