Rants: Everyday Venting

[ZielZorix]

You know that moment when you realize that the job you like is never going to pay you enough to support yourself?  I just experienced it.

[Rocco Rex]

Something went right today. You know what that means, everything then went to hell. Work was horrible. The moment I walked in the house I knew there was going to be an issue. I'm done

[Ori]

No fun at all. AT ALL.

My college day ends at around 6. I was supposed to be able to take bus at 7:20. The bus never came. So I waited out in the storm for an hour. Then,  my phone said the bus will come in ten minutes. (Ten minutes later) Still didn't come. I decided to take the next bus and I got home like at 9:30 P.M. I'm soaking wet. Like Soaked. I feel like utter crap. Not to mention I hardly want to come home. I really just don't like my home. IT doesn't help that I've been in a crap mood to begin with. I'm also having a hard time making friends in my class. Call me insane, but my mood depends on the weather. With the storm up like this, my mood has been trash. Not to mention that when my mood is trash, I can't get myself to talk to people and try to make friends. And I REALLY WANT NEW FRIENDS. But unfortunately I can't make any. And my fountain pen ink started to leak in my bag, which I store with my Magic cards. And with godly luck they seem to be mostly alright. It's just... Ugh... Not fond of today.

And this morning my Smite match? Oh boy. This Chronos made me want to hit myself so hard.

I'm trying my best to look at the bright side here.
I mean. There are some good points in my day. Someone complimented my sweater. And I found other magic players. And, I can start buying parts for my computer. I cashed my check. I might've made a few MTG playing friends. (That sad moment you realize you've run out of good things to say and you repeat something.)
(I come home, more things piss me off regardless. Sometimes I just want to tell my parents off... (I MEAN WHO LEAVES A THING OF SALAD OPEN ON THE TABLE SO THAT WHEN I GRAB IT POURS OUT ONTO THE FLOOR?! Did I mention the bag is sticky with vinegar? Like. Ugh. Man. IF the world wanted to piss me off, it's doing a very good job since my birth.))

...It's just a bad day. I'mma grab some Smite games, and go to sleep.
 

[Rocco Rex]

Life's just peachy as always. College algebra was worthless today, I could barely stay awake because I only slept for 3 hours last night and barely had anything to eat that day. My "notes" won't be legible at all. Then to top it off was work. Supervisor could tell something really bad was up with me, I just said I'd power through it and be okish. I had more to power through than I thought. It was Monday, so bare bones staff. The only guy at dish had a very bad seizure and when he fell he badly injured his head, there was blood everywhere. Of course my supervisor was freaking out. I had to instruct one of the managers to not touch him while he was seizing. I had 911 before anyone else had even dialed, even the owner's son. And of course I was the only guy staying there keeping him from going to sleep. And then I had to keep area up almost alone, try to help at another area where I have next to no knowledge, and then be part of the impromptu dish crew. Just a banner day again. I'm getting so sick and tired of all this

Post Merge: January 24, 2017, 09:09:00 AMAnd I just found out Duke blocked me on Twitter  I don't have the slightest clue why. For those of you who don't know, I loved Duke and his work, I pretty much hero worshiped him. He's the reason I picked GSD as my fursona over wolf. I was super excited because he plans on being at AC 2017, so I was going to get to meet him IRL. Looks like he hates me for something 

[Grey]

I don't even know what the hell to do.

Me and my family are no totally out of money. As in none. We don't even have a single penny left to pay for anything. Food, bills, rent, petrol ect. We can't pay for any of it. On top of that our benefits have been slashed to literally nothing. No one in the family knows whether or not we'll wind up homeless. We're currently going through our belongings to find anything we can sell just to get us through the next two months. I would quit my course to get a job and help pay, but then our benefits would be cut more and the college would demand money from me that I nor anyone else has. We are screwed.

[George]

I don't know what to do either.

[Astora_]

Ask your college about bursaries, if you haven't already. I haven't seen a single college that is hesitant to give those out to the ones who need it.
Don't drop your courses, consider finding a part time cash job in construction (e.g. Drywall, Paint, Cement).
An Extra $350-500 a month coming your way can really ease paying for rent/transit/etc.
If you think you can't sustain a heavy labor job, I suggest finding an income through online dealing.


Redbubble is low risk, and just requires you to have an understanding of what would look good on a shirt.
eBay/Amazon arbitage is probably one of the harder ones to dig into, but it has some high rewards, and huge scaleblility.
Etsy is more for people who can produce thier own merchandise, but can potentially yield the highest income.




You really need to focus on making your own money.

[Farewell]

My little sisters cat, Moo is still missing. I hope we find him or he comes back. Now this huge mean looking stray is targeting my cat, Koi. She is small, not the best fighter, and isn't fixed. I'm watching her like a hawk.

[Rocco Rex]

I can't take life here at home much longer. This past week was bad. Beyond extremely bad. I only got through it because friends were able to pull me back after I finally cried out. And now dad is going from a pain to actively targeting me as well as college getting worse.
I'm pretty sure it'd be best in the long run for me if I stay, but I seriously can't take much more of this. I'm a fighter, not a runner, yet I might be about to run...

Post Merge: January 29, 2017, 06:18:50 AMAnd to top off the day, week, month, it looks like my old dog has cancer on her lip. I've seen tumors on dogs before, it looks like that. dad SAYS we'll take her to the vet, but I'm not going to say either way. Wouldn't be surprised in the slightest if he changes his mind, causing her to have to suffer through the cancer. Just like his dad would have done

[kalan]

Im so sick of people just vanishing in the middle of a conversation without telling me wot i did wrong. Im starting to wonder if i even care wot i did wrong anymore, maybe i should just meet people and block them right away so we get that part out of the way. That will leave me free to ponder how everybody just vanishes on me without a word all the time cause i always end up doing something wrong eventually.


What irrates me even more is when i hear oh sorry i was busy. Im always busy but i can take 5 seconds to say gotta go see ya later. Maybe im just so **censor** up nobody figures im worth that simple human courtesy

[Alistair]

Dealing with legal issues in getting my name changed plus the fuckery my therapy place is putting me through with treating me less than a human being is stressing to say the least. At most it's somewhat disorienting and I'm making mistakes left and right because I'm so tired and unable to have the energy to deal with even the smallest of things.

[Ori]

Day 50+ trying to make friends in college... err... Not working at all. Kinda puts me at a disadvantage cause I go to the cafeteria after 6 when it's empty. I really would like to make new friends to goof off with.
. X.x

[HyenaKing]

Day 50+ trying to make friends in college... err... Not working at all. Kinda puts me at a disadvantage cause I go to the cafeteria after 6 when it's empty. I really would like to make new friends to goof off with.
. X.x

Find clubs and attend them. That helps.


Man, why did everyone get so dumb around me? Or am I getting smarter? It's getting frustrating.

[Rocco Rex]

The past month has been insanely horrible. So bad in fact, I'm starting to fall back into old ways. Defensive around people, a lot of paranoia, mood swings, loss of good emotions, etc. And everything is about to explode again any day now 
I'm also getting quieter. Online and IRL. Massive trust issues resurfacing. I'm having difficulty trusting literally everyone. Even my great, close friends 

[HyenaKing]

Man, I really need someone to talk to. Its been REALLY shitty. I can't **censor** wrap my mind around it but im becoming a **censor** monster because of it. There's no legitimate edgy thing going on right now. I'm just getting **censor**.