Rants: Everyday Venting

[Rocco Rex]

Yesterday I got a feeling that something really, really bad was about to happen. Looks like it was right

I have a circle of 5 super close friends. We'll tell each other just about everything, spend a lot of time online together. Plans to meet each other someday. It looks like one killed himself. I'm, probably foolishly, holding onto hope he's still alive. For now.
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[Rocco Rex]

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Thank goodness my friend is ok. Pretty hurt, but alive. <REMOVED>

[Malina]

Missed PE again today to go to a mental health support group at school. Last time this happened I got a detention for truancy even though I was marked in on the register. On top of that now I have to worry about getting punched again after I told the teachers that some kids were throwing ink-dripping pens at me in class.

[Bricket]

No serious rant, I just tripped quite badly from the stairs and broke my pair of glasses.
Looks like I'll need to get a second job to pay for those.

[Bricket]

Welp, the ride never stops does it?
After breaking my glasses I blew my charger so that to be replaced too.
Now besides that I got some interesting events:
1. My mom recieved the message that she has a serious surgery at the end of this month. The surgery will be at her spine and the risks are quite high 
2. Got a bill from the lawyer: to start the case it will cost +-€750
3. College is doing tricky, might not be allowed to start my second semester at college

[Rocco Rex]

Lot of fun at work again tonight. Was able to **censor** a horrible coworker before I left though. And when I got home I was informed dad had went through some of my stuff. Including my iPod
1 Do NOT touch my stuff. No one does that.
2 The iPod lock screen is the Marine Corps symbol *gulp* and I had furry links saved *gulp*
I am VERY ticked off someone, especially him, went through my stuff. And I'm also very worried now. Guess I have to hide who I really am/want to be, even on my iPod and probably my tablet too

[Molecular §hadow Ғox]

Really had a bellyfull of so called online friends taking me for granted.  I've really had enough  I do my best to make friends and be myself, but it always turns out the same.  Ignored and pretty much forgotten about, just cos I'm not the most outgoing person and tend to be shy, but even so, that's no excuse for not being talked to a lot 

[Rocco Rex]

I have officially remembered why I never attempted to sleep when others are awake. Looks like I get to go back to exhaustion as a state of being instead of something every now and then

[Trixsie Vixen]

Been sick for a week, waiting for the Dr while they run late and I sweat like fountain.
I feel so foul.

[Cheza]

So I'm finally at the stage where I feel ready to apply for various schools again. I've looked at a few and even found one or two I'm going to try and go for.
One problem is, however, that in both cases, the forms have the dreaded "Why are you applying?"-question.I absolutely hate it. WHAT am I supposed to write? An epic tale about how I was meditating on a mountain peak during a violent thunderstom, when I suddenly had a vision that told me I should go study X? The honest truth of "I used to study Y, ended up dropping out due to severe mental health problems, spent the last few years recovering, considered all my options, found that this is something I might want to do rather than Y that I used to study before, please pick me before my family disowns me."?
Or perhaps some sort of in between thing? I'm awfully confused, as while I -do- know why I want to apply, I can't properly put it into words without it sounding weird/stupid/overdone.

[The Past]

I love story world and character building and can think of some interesting plot points, but I'm not very good at anything else. I fear that issue is gonna keep my story in development hell.

[Malina]

Had a fun but stress and tiring weekend in Cumbria, only to come home to be called fake for not liking sex or not feeling right being male. Really what I needed right now

[Rocco Rex]

Rocco curse struck again. Day had changed so it was going great! Now it's a question of how many friends I lose and if any die

[Ori]

Newegg sent me a busted hard drive. And I have no time to send it back, hell I can't even do it alone because to send it off, I gotta go to a fedex office, and that's like 20 minutes away by car an hour by bus. (I'm patient enough to take a bus there I just have no time to do that)  And I don't have a car. (Sighs) There goes fifty and I still need a hard drive.

[Vortex Cynbel]

I usually don't like to rant about my issues.. but let's just say something went terribly wrong today in regards to someone that I deeply care about..