Rants: Everyday Venting

[Cecilia Peromi]

I suppose it’s not that bad. I am getting a good chunk of homework done. Perhaps a backup to my car would be helpful, just not now, which is of course the time when I could actually use one. A bike would work, but I’d have to go out and buy one. And I do like our bus system, but I’d need change and all I have is my debit card. So while I understand how I could prevent this in the future. My problem is right here, right now, and it’s just a nuisance. I’m stuck until at least 5:00 or so, and at that point there’s no way we’re fixing whatever is broken. My uncle will be here tomorrow, and he could help. But if it’s something he can’t fix then I’m back to where I started. I’m sure whatever the issue is it’s my fault anyway, I don’t know anything about cars, and I must’ve neglected something.




*sigh* All I know for sure is that this stinks, and that’s all there is to it. It won’t be fixed today, or tomorrow, so I’m just going to have to suffer and deal with it. I’m okay with that, it happens all the time for me...

[Brisky]

Welp...

Just out of comfort then...

Ignition/battery problems are right around the top for the easiest system to repair on any motor vehicle...

Worst case scenario, you need a whole new battery, wich may cost you anywhere between fifty and a hundred dollars...

[Trixsie Vixen]

I hate getting in arguments with my partner.  I hate how she is, I hate how I am, I hate not resolving things before I leave for work and I hate the sense of dread I have about going home.

[Brisky]

Oh, dear...

What's this going on here? Need to get somethin' off ya chest? 0_0

Just take it easy, and whatever it is, try to talk it out sensibly from the safety and comfort of sitting behind a cup of tea. It beats yelling!

[Trixsie Vixen]

Nothing I should go into I guess but I just can't stand being drawn into a fight I'm not expecting when I'm tired and have a bunch of issues I want to raise in a appropriate way... because then I raise them in an nonconstructive way.  You might be surprised to learn I can be pretty unpleasant when the mood takes me


Fights happen and fortunately they aren't frequent, but the old adage "never go to bed on an argument" wasn't intended for night shift workers.

[Brisky]

We all can have moment where we're not really thinking before saying unpleasant things...

Try to remember to say a little sorries... I know, it sounds silly, but even a small "Hey... Sorry I yelled at you last night, I was just a little tired and stuff, wasn't your fault." Goes to a pretty decent effect. Just by letting someone know it wasn't personal.

Even if it wasn't your fault that the fight started, or should I say, especially if it wasn't your fault that the fight started, because it makes the other side see how you're not looking to get into a fight, and are taking the responsibility of accepting your own mistakes, wich then will make them feel compelled to apologise for their own as well.

Unless you're in a relationship with a sociopath...

But, looking at you, I don't quite see how that could be the case...

[Cecilia Peromi]

Yeah, it’s getting better and better. I’m here with friends playing some authentic N64. I feel a little guilty because I should probably be getting home as soon as I can. But meh... I’ve already been through enough.

[Brisky]

There it is!

Gotta treat ones'self, eh? ;p

[Cecilia Peromi]

Huh, seems like my car only needed a jump start, but that doesn’t make any sense. I might be missing something here, but honestly, today was a good day. I got to school, I didn’t have to work (I don’t like work, so I was happy when they said they didn’t have anyone to come get me.) and I got to play some Mario 64.


Of course... there’s still a problem here. Today was only good because something broke the routine. Now it’s back to normal, and honestly I can’t stand normal. My job stinks, I’m never home, and I’m always alone most of the time. Today was different, but that won’t happen again. Maybe I’m just a pessimistic person, I sure do act like it. But I’ve also been disappointed over and over again. At this point, being lonely and sad is just normal. I’ve been having this problem all semester, I’ve even considered just quitting the fandom altogether. It seems like the adult thing to do is give up on happiness and just work all the time. That’s what it feels like, and honestly if I could do that... I would... it’d make this so much easier.

[Grey]

I'm in dire need of new clothes, but I also need to hold onto my money for food. Yet again it's a choice between something I really need or having a full stomach.

[Rob_Silvermyst]

Huh, seems like my car only needed a jump start, but that doesn’t make any sense. I might be missing something here, but honestly, today was a good day. I got to school, I didn’t have to work (I don’t like work, so I was happy when they said they didn’t have anyone to come get me.) and I got to play some Mario 64.


Of course... there’s still a problem here. Today was only good because something broke the routine. Now it’s back to normal, and honestly I can’t stand normal. My job stinks, I’m never home, and I’m always alone most of the time. Today was different, but that won’t happen again. Maybe I’m just a pessimistic person, I sure do act like it. But I’ve also been disappointed over and over again. At this point, being lonely and sad is just normal. I’ve been having this problem all semester, I’ve even considered just quitting the fandom altogether. It seems like the adult thing to do is give up on happiness and just work all the time. That’s what it feels like, and honestly if I could do that... I would... it’d make this so much easier.

If you seek light, you will eventually find it. If you look for darkness, it is all you will see. You certainly have friends here. Even if it may seem easier, a life without happiness will lead to madness and despair.

[Romulan_Furry]

If you seek light, you will eventually find it. If you look for darkness, it is all you will see. You certainly have friends here. Even if it may seem easier, a life without happiness will lead to madness and despair.

This I agree on. Take it from me, Cecilia, you don't want to give up on happiness. I know from experience what it's like to live in madness and despair. You deserve better than that.

[Alessia Starfurr]

Huh, seems like my car only needed a jump start, but that doesn’t make any sense. I might be missing something here, but honestly, today was a good day. I got to school, I didn’t have to work (I don’t like work, so I was happy when they said they didn’t have anyone to come get me.) and I got to play some Mario 64.


Of course... there’s still a problem here. Today was only good because something broke the routine. Now it’s back to normal, and honestly I can’t stand normal. My job stinks, I’m never home, and I’m always alone most of the time. Today was different, but that won’t happen again. Maybe I’m just a pessimistic person, I sure do act like it. But I’ve also been disappointed over and over again. At this point, being lonely and sad is just normal. I’ve been having this problem all semester, I’ve even considered just quitting the fandom altogether. It seems like the adult thing to do is give up on happiness and just work all the time. That’s what it feels like, and honestly if I could do that... I would... it’d make this so much easier.

If you seek light, you will eventually find it. If you look for darkness, it is all you will see. You certainly have friends here. Even if it may seem easier, a life without happiness will lead to madness and despair.

That sounds oddly like either a Jedi saying or a Bendu Saying .

[Brisky]

@Cl

Just think about what things are gonna look like when you've finished college. Maybe that'll give you something to look forward too!

[Dazed]

Cant sleep. Again. Weee