Why does the world have to be so cruel to those who don't deserve it...? So many things have been hurting me today; physically and emotionally... I feel like a sadists whipping post... My mind is dying; slowly from all the vile hate and apathy in the world... I'm trying to fight, but all hell's on my mind's door... I'll fight till my last breath... But I don't know how long that might be... A song I find fitting...
When All is Lost by Symphony X
"I believe... nothing ever comes to light -
Chasing shadows in the night
In a starless sky and I wonder why
Oh I believe... we will never find a way -
The darkness lights the day
We never question why, still I wonder why?
I close my eyes lost in the memory
Just like a candle in the wind
What could have been, with just one kiss goodbye
You spread your wings to fly
Far away, somehow, someday you will understand
I hope you'll understand... someday
Silent pictures like ghosts in the machine
Haunting my reflection in the frame
Chasing down the hopeful child inside of me
Where'd it all go wrong and who's to blame
Ooh, We pass the time away
With empty lives, the laughter dies
Oh! Is the all we have to show?
Is this all they'll ever know? Can they find their way?
What went wrong? Where have all the heroes gone?
Trading futures for a song we gave away
Thinking only of myself, I forged ahead
No regrets, no apologies
Bitter tears reward the life that I have led
A world of lies brings me to my knees
I took the road with every twist and every turn
The words of wisdom is the lesson never learned
Lose your fear and free your soul or
The mysteries of life you'll truely never know
You'll never know!
Is the all we have to show?
Is this all they'll ever know? Can they find their way?
What went wrong? Where have all the heroes gone?
Trading futures for a song we gave away
Just gave it away
I close my eyes, lost in that memory
Like a candle in the wind
What could have been, with just one kiss goodbye
You spread your wings to fly far away
I hope you'll understand one day
We pass the time away
With empty lives, the laughter dies
And the colors fade... fade away
Oh daylight fades away
Oh no no no!
Oh! Is the all we have to show?
Is this all they'll ever know? Can they find their way?
What went wrong? Where have all the heroes gone?
Trading futures for a song we gave away
What went wrong?
Where have all our heroes gone?
Trade our future for a song,
We gave it all away... "