Rants: Everyday Venting

[Trixsie Vixen]

I just don't know what I'm doing anymore.  I thought i knew what being furry was about for me, now I don't.  I thought I knew what I wanted, now I don't.  I thought someone understood me in a way I didn't think possible.  If I could have one wish, I have no idea what it would be.

[NautilusWolf]

I just don't know what I'm doing anymore.  I thought i knew what being furry was about for me, now I don't.  I thought I knew what I wanted, now I don't.  I thought someone understood me in a way I didn't think possible.  If I could have one wish, I have no idea what it would be.

Maybe you're still finding what being a furry is for you Trixsie. For me, it's having a family that understands me and doesn't judge me for who I am. Don't give up, we care about you a lot!

[George]

 If I could have one wish, I have no idea what it would be.

gawd I hate that feeling

[Grey]

Massive argument between my brother and Dad again last night. It ended up with the lower half of a door getting smashed up, two chairs breaking, my mother's coffee table (Which was a gift from her mother) being busted up too. Luckily it was just anger being taken out on objects rather than each other. Still it left me very uneasy. Seems like I won't be going to the doctors for my checkup today. I've gotta take care of Mum. The whole incident left her pretty shaken up.

[HyenaKing]

I just don't know what I'm doing anymore.  I thought i knew what being furry was about for me, now I don't.  I thought I knew what I wanted, now I don't.  I thought someone understood me in a way I didn't think possible.  If I could have one wish, I have no idea what it would be.

I feel very alike. Very well put.

[Grey]

My Dad has suddenly decided that eating in my room is a bad thing, and has banned me from doing so. Further more he wants someone to watch me while I eat because "I can't be trusted". Looks like I'm not gonna be able eat again. At least, no where near as much as I used to, which was basically nothing anyway.

[George]

I hate Unreal Engine. 0r Blender. 0r something. 

I'm developing for Unreal Engine stuffs and somewhere along my workflow, something goes wrong with my animation files and absolutely destroys my model. I've tried so much to fix it, and it just breaks spontaneously upon opening no matter what I do.

[Midnight Madness]

Nobody calls my Dog a piece of shit. Especially someone who doesn't even have the courtesy to respect his own neighborhood. Can't just ask us to get Odin to be quiet, can he? I mean, he's right there, less than twenty feet from our driveway, and can't just say "hey, could you please get your dog to stop?" On top of that, he started mowing his lawn no less than a minute after I told him  "ask nicely and maybe we'll care."

I got Odin to be quiet alright, but because after a short silence he started again. He's a small dog and his barks are high pitched, meaning they don't carry well. But with him being not that far from me, yeah, I can hear it fine.

[saph the sergal]

well my hopes of doing game design just went down the drain my brother has got me a job working in a bar and i dont want to do that he knows it altho it might help with getting my new pc but as soon as i get a job in games i am quitting i need to see what i can get in the way of game design studios i dont want to work at places like rockstar just yet altho that would be a good place i just dont want to do stuff like working in a bar (altho i have a rsa or responsible service of alcohol) i just dont want to do it

[Kozy]

well my hopes of doing game design just went down the drain my brother has got me a job working in a bar and i dont want to do that he knows it altho it might help with getting my new pc but as soon as i get a job in games i am quitting i need to see what i can get in the way of game design studios i dont want to work at places like rockstar just yet altho that would be a good place i just dont want to do stuff like working in a bar (altho i have a rsa or responsible service of alcohol) i just dont want to do it

Sorry to hear saphira, that sounds no fun
What was you wanting to do in game design?

[saph the sergal]

the levels mostly i have done a game so i have that on my list i have and do use cryengine for all the game designing and i mostly need the cash for this https://www.pccasegear.com/index.php?main_page=wish_lists&wlcId=315500&action=wish_lists and that is my mega pc build that i want

[Kozy]

I see, that's awesome ^^ I don't know much about game design, though I guess if the job allows you to get that computer then at least that's a good thing?

[saph the sergal]

a very good thing i can do what i want and not lose fps as bad as i do now and i can have extra cash to do otherstuff on twitch

[Kozy]

That's good ^^ I hope things work out for you.

[saph the sergal]

so do i hmm wonder who are looking for beginner game lvl makers

*goes looking*


EDIT: everything seems gloomy for me right now nothing can get me out of it not even funny youtube vids i feel like i messed everything up and i have made things worse