Rants: Everyday Venting

[Grey]

My brother is so ungrateful. This past week I've been doing dozens of favours for him to help him redecorate his room. I've shifted furniture down the stairs, repaired his shelves, filled in a hole in his wall, shifted more furniture, broke up old furniture for disposal and let him run through my room every five minutes to get to the store room. I've done so much.

The one time I say no to a favour, he goes nuts. Then my Dad comes down and shouts at me, and the pair lecture me on how much of a terrible, selfish person I am. Dad then forces me to do the entire job of putting busted furniture in the car. The next time my brother needed a favour he goes to our eldest brother, saying he wants him as I would supposedly go nuts if he asked for another favour.

Now he's treating me as if I've killed someone. I didn't even get a simple "thank you".

All I wanted to do was spend some time with a friend.

[Kozy]

*hugs Grey* that's not right, how irrational of them

[Midnight Madness]

I've dealt with that same crap, Grey. It seems like some people think when you say yes once, you will always say yes, then they lose their minds when that fictitious belief is shattered. It's ridiculous.

Anyway, on to my vent. I feel that sometimes people just don't understand the impact their actions have on those around them. I've spent years helping someone, or trying to anyway, with things they asked for guidance on. I gave them advice, I supported them when they were alone, and I tried to keep them from following paths that would lead to worse shit than just a few lonely days and an empty feeling.

Of course, all of these failed. I wasted all that time, it solved nothing. In fact, it seems that every ounce of advice, help or support I showed was not only acknowledged and then forsaken, but simply of no interest to them, even though they asked and I did more than deliver. If you know anything about me, my advice is  objective and free of bias. Of course, I hold my opinions, but I base all of my advice and other help on what is factual and pertinent to the receiver.

I said something that I couldn't get out of my mind when it came about. "The impenitence of some is the suffering of many." While I shall remain this person's friend, I feel nothing short of apathy to their actions. I have respectfully asked them to just not include me, whether by informing me of or otherwise pushing me into it in any way, and we won't have a problem beyond this. I am willing to look past it, no matter how much it hurt to see all my efforts come to naught after so long. It is their life and these are their choices, and if they do not wish to accept fact and follow it... very well.

Sometimes I surprise myself in my ability to bounce back, because after a long drive after work, with nothing but the wind and music to accompany me, I feel alleviated entirely of the stress and anger I felt previously. However, that doesn't change anything about the situation, as much as I would love to believe it does.

[The Past]

As I've said in another topic, my chest feels like it has a hole in it. It hurts. I'm scared, I'm depressed, I'm guilty. I need to be by my mate's side right now. But I can't. I need to wait however long for his relatives to get here, and still the drive is long. I cannot rest. The pain and thoughts take over every attempt to distract myself. I want to die, but I can only think about how even more hurt my mate would be if I did so. I'm sick. I'm crying inside and out. He needs me now. I need him now.

[saph the sergal]

i aint that very happy it seems someone is making foam heads of a fursuiter named telephone (see pic) and selling them off so others can make the suits when telephone is the only one allowed to make them and she has to approve it and trust me i love the suit but just like anything if there are to many of a type its ruined so be careful

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[anoni]

So I got my resume into the "next stage" for a job and I did a quiz on it. 70% of it was on about Javascript and SQL which I've only barely touched, so I dunno if I did very well.

What confuses me is I never said I had any experience with Javascript or SQL, I said JAVA so maybe they were confused?

[MrRazot]

Turns out my 55 euro microphone didn't just have a dead battery, but the battery had actually exploded...
putting in another one and it's not working...

[Grey]

My vet says my ferrets may have adrenal disease.

[Kozy]

*hugs Grey*

Bigots are mean

[The Past]

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[Peanut B. Rawket]

Im beginning to think I realy am a very annoying person to be around. Only 4 days into school and I've already been rejected by all of my friends, again. It seems to be just a repeating cycle now.
I kinda wish I knew what I was doing wrong...

[saph the sergal]

dont ask me peanut

not much for me to vent about really altho i have been told to leave a person alone and thats not happpening because they are a good freind

[Kozy]

I can't sleep at night, I can't stop being nocturnal right now.

Im beginning to think I realy am a very annoying person to be around. Only 4 days into school and I've already been rejected by all of my friends, again. It seems to be just a repeating cycle now.
I kinda wish I knew what I was doing wrong...

That's no fun probably just mimesis or personality clashes, you might just have to play they way they want you to be until they trust better? Kind of annoying, but then I wouldn't beat yourself up if you don't intend it that means it's just a misunderstanding. I know when my ego gets out of balance I have no idea what I'm doing wrong, kind of a subconscious Jekyll and Hyde thing going on there at times. Though, you're not annoying me, may be it's just them?

[saph the sergal]

nice kozy ur a guy of the night


i now have a nice big rant to do google does not scan there music for copyright songs and i have just found out that youtubers music is being taken and sold by someone with no care for the people who made it i would link it but i know it would be rude and i would name the people who are involved but i wont i will name a few songs such as revenge, fallen kingdom and minecraft style (minecraft style was taken down for copyright calms) but the 3 songs were made by oe youtuber and all where big hits with millions of views and yet i see a tweet about this and i look play 2 songs and i am instantly annoyed about it because its good music i like the tracks alot and to sell someones work without permission just gets me mad

[Midnight Madness]

It absolutely peeves me when people act like math is the only truly "smart" subject. The only person acting like this, lately, has been my grandfather, but I still see it way too goddamn much for its own good. Seriously people, math is a single subject in the world, and not all intelligent people in history have been mathematical geniuses. I'm not all that great with math, but the whole damn reason for that is my complete lack of interest in anything beyond the necessities within the subject, and thus, my distinct lack of pursuit of the subject.

Yes, I will be impressed if you solve an extremely complex equation and can explain your methods; no, I will not tolerate you acting like this somehow puts you above me. Keep your ego in check or I will check it for you, because it's dumb to let something so vulnerable hang out like that. If my critic actually cared about anything beyond his own little world, he would know damn well his Grandson is plenty gifted without being a damned mathematician.