Rants: Everyday Venting

[George]

Sometimes, I feel depressed because my mom is in and out of the hospital, but then I read this board, and realize that my problems aren't that bad.

Sometimes I make petty complaints on here to lighten the mood of it a bit.


My tea got cold before I could drink it!

[saph the sergal]

i am sick of people mostly the ones that are at my counsel that take car of the local parks you would think that they fill up the mower BEFORE they start but nope this one person didnt think like that and now they are asking for diesel fuel that i dont keep at my place sure there is a big 4wd sitting on my lawn but i dont own it so i aint gonna drain the tank for your silly mower i just feel so

[Trixsie Vixen]

As much as I love all my friends here, most of you are so young, sometimes it just makes me feel SO old

[Grey]

The funeral was an absolute sham. It was more bible-bashing and "be Christian or burn on Hell forever", and "we have to suffer in life to have good things, blah blah blah, repenet, blah blah blah".

It was rediculous. It didn't feel like a funeral at all, just a Sunday Service. That and the church refused to do anything the late, Mrs. Jarman requested for her funeral. It felt like the Father was more interesting in trying to convert people.


I don't hate religion, just the people who try to ram their religion down people's throats at every chance they get.

[HyenaKing]

And when things were looking up, it was all fake.
And when i thought i was special, i was just one of many.
I feel very lost wherever I go. Lonely, empty, and I've seemed to be it's best friend since i keep coming back to it.
Anyways, the religion stuff? Sorry Grey, I know what that bullshit is like. I just am very spiritual, to bothered to elaborate.

[William Dynwood]

I'm trying way too hard to accomplish stuff lately, and with that I mean, by doing too much stuff in one day. For example, I wake up at 6:30AM > go to college wich is 32KM on Bike a day, then when college is over, I go do training or work... Or sometimes even both! And this has been going on for 3 months now, almost every single day... People started warning me for a potentional burnout, cuz I am not relaxing at all... My day usually ends around 12AM when I get home exhausted. Anyway, thats what is on my mind >.< I want to do too much stuff in a day and not wasting any time... While I actually should take the time to relax...
As for grey, hope you wont have to experience that again, sounds awefull!
TheUnknown: Whenever you feel empty, think about improving the stuff you can do, and get confident from the experience you gain along the way. If you feel bad and you keep telling yourself you are lonely and and empty you'll get into a loop that is very hard to break

[MrRazot]

I typed a massive rant about my reality and lack of love life and I *CENSOR*ing hit backspace and it went to the previous page, losing it all.
I feel like crying now...

[saph the sergal]

mrrazot u will find someone


ontopic: i got my capture card i am testing it with a games and i am noticing a slight lag spike when it has to draw new parts of the game and its starting to mess with me seems a new gpu in needed

[MrRazot]

I wish that was the point

[William Dynwood]

I typed a massive rant about my reality and lack of love life and I *CENSOR*ing hit backspace and it went to the previous page, losing it all.
I feel like crying now...

I know them feels brah...

[Nrein]

I typed a massive rant about my reality and lack of love life and I *CENSOR*ing hit backspace and it went to the previous page, losing it all.
I feel like crying now...

It's a shame no one has suggested a prompt to stop tha- oh wait.

On topic, I don't get why I'm so exhausted the past couple weeks. I just slept for 10 hours and I still feel like I need to sleep for another 10 e.e

[Trixsie Vixen]

I typed a massive rant about my reality and lack of love life and I *CENSOR*ing hit backspace and it went to the previous page, losing it all.
I feel like crying now...

The times this or similar has happened to me, it must be the single worst thing about the entire forum.  Sometimes on a touchscreen the device saves my text but never a PC.


As for my rant:


I take a high dose of an anti-depressant called Cymbalta, I'm meant to have 60mg in the morning and 30mg at lunch time.  The split dose is because 90mg at once tends to me dizzy.  Since a side effect is an energy boost it means I get it during the day and sleep more easily at night.


Fine.  Except I work night shift.


So when I'm on an extended run of nights I change to the same pattern but at night.  But when I'm doing a few nights and then swapping back to days and so on back and forth erratically it is really hard to not take too much or not enough and to space the change overs correctly without causing impromptu naps or insomnia.


It's just so annoying.

[George]

I finally ran out of invulnerability and caught a sick.

[The Magic Otter]

Tehe, I'm feeling happier because the person who threatened to kill me apologised. But now i have a migraine.

[Trixsie Vixen]

Hey Lotty that's great news!  Well, not the migraine bit