Rants: Everyday Venting

[George]

The trick is not to be born into a group of any sort. Be a solitary creature.



0f course, then you get lonely.

[Midnight Madness]

I told my dear mother about this week's events. She said, "Well darling, you'll never find anyone that'll love you like that. You really f**ked up, huh?" To which I replied "·__· ..." Then she follows it up with. "You might as well kill yourself." Thank you for this, mother. I really appreciate your advice. -_-

That's absolutely repulsive that she would even consider that as an acceptable thing to say. Suicide is not a joke. At all. I am without words for such immature, unbelievably sick words. Acon, I am so sorry you had to hear that from someone who is supposed to be your mother.



My vent is far less important, but still frustrating. When people single you out in games just because you took them out one time, or people sic their clan on you in a game because you defeated them, it only further shows foolishness. Warning to be careful, sure, but outright saying "GET THAT GUY HE GOT ME" in chat... is pathetic.

[saph the sergal]

1 acon thats really **censor** up for her


2 sytex plz im always killed in gta 5 online because of my crew tag even by my own crew so i record my crews names and hand them to the crew leader




as for my vent well this is about twitch


in the rules section theres a rule that says commands are mod only and for good reason yet people insist on pushing their luck and send me hate mail when i time them out or give them a verbal warning all i say is commands are mod only please dont do them ive also had some people come into my friends cast that i mod and ut him down so hard that when i give them 5 warnings im the bad guy and im gonna get reported im so sorry put shit like that gets sent right to one of my many twitch admin and staff twitter follows and they deal with it easy

[Grey]

I hate the fact that my bedroom is the only way to the store room. Every five minutes someone it barging in and walking through as if I'm not there, and then dumping so much crap in here that I can't see the floor.

[Cheza]

Have to go back to moms place soon...

EDIT: Mom just called, and her indifference towards how I feel is just awful.
She knows I'm expecting visitors and only let me go home for about a week in order to try and spend one week to fix up my place. I had originally planned on spending the whole month on the cleaning in order to avoid stressing myself apart, but because she "broke" her arm (was "only" a cracked wrist, but she went on as if it was going to kill her) earlier this month I had to go home and babysit her instead, and she was drunk ~95% of my stay.. While I can't really blame her for getting hurt, I can say that I once had a cracked wrist too, and if I had even acted half as badly as she did while Ihad it  I'd have gotten thrown out of the house for sure..
So, I spent the last week cleaning like crazy but ended up pushing myself too hard and lost a few days to being in too much pain to do anything. I still have stuff I'd want to fix before my mate arrives, but she wants me to come home again because "I don't want you to be home alone on christmas" (mom's words). Personally I could care less about being alone on christmas or not... I'm alone here 99% of the year anyway so it doesn't really make much of a difference to me.
When I asked her how I'm supposed to get back here she wouldn't answer properly and just went all "I'm sure you'll get back on time. Just come here and don't worry about it". Then she decided "You could go back tomorrow". I'm already stressed out to the point I'm about to break, and the last thing I'd need now is an express-visit to hell and back.

So I'm not going. I'm going to get so much sht for this, but I'm too tired to deal with all this now.

Merry christmas, everyone...

[Trixsie Vixen]

So I'm not going.

I can't imagine what life is like for you Cheza, but you're good people and you're happy doing things your own way and cause no trouble for anyone.


Good onya for not going!  Bravo, I salute you woof!

[saph the sergal]

if anyone tries to tell me to cheer up im going to kick you in the backside because today for me is a very gloomy day this day last year at 12:30 am i got the news i lost a friend to cancer and even tho it has been one year it still feels worse because i was never able to say goodbye to her and i still feel stupid for not understanding earlier that this would have happened when i got the msg saying she didnt have long so if anyone tells me to be festive im just going to go and possibly not talk to you for abit

[George]

I've always been one to push my time staying a kid cause being a kid is easy, but with how things are now I can't grow up soon enough.

I think I'd still regret skipping time, but dayum.

[Grey]

I want a peaceful day to myself and my friends, but my brother haven't given me that opportunity even once. Today I've been shouted at, made to do nearly all the jobs in the house and I've been mocked.

[White Wolf Guardian]

Washington is literally a long stretch of Los Angeles with a speed limit of 60mph. Add pine trees and clouds, good game. Already don't like this state.

[Midnight Madness]

Good God people can be so stupid. I was apparently reported on a game for "being passive." Funny, since the plane I was flying was slower than shit and I was already at a disadvantage, being lower than they were. Eh, first ever report on me in the game to my knowledge, and over something only an idiot would have trouble discerning. What a waste. Especially since I do everything I can to be a part of the game and help out my teammates. Guess that one didn't deserve it.

[White Wolf Guardian]

Had my first panic attack. Apparently sleep deprivation from driving too long, dealing with my worst cause of stress in the same place (my mother), and being forced into spending $800 to get home after the car broke down from a bad alternator and multiple gas expenditures, finally caused me to break down 50 minutes before we got home. I had to pull over and stop driving, took 30 minutes to break out of the panic attack.

I really, really, really need to get out of this place.

[George]

I think something fishy's up.

[Nrein]

I've never felt so demoralized from doing something in my life .w.

[Midnight Madness]

People just don't seem to understand. They form all these ideas in their head about how I'm trying to "bring them down" by discussing things intellectually and being able to counter opposing ideas. Likewise, people seem to believe that just because I can converse and understand things so well that I can be everywhere at once with it. Seriously, it feels like whenever I try to go out of my way to do or say anything, somebody wants to "put me in my place," so to speak. Funny how that all loops around... It's not because they rebut reasonably, it's because they literally tell me to "shut the **censor** up" whenever I present a reasonable counter or "stump" them.

Oh well, that's life, I guess.