Rants: Everyday Venting

[BennyJackdaw]

Tried to draw something again and almost gave up 4 different times because I was shaking from fear of screwing up.

I know that feel bro.

That's always been a pet peeve of mine when people say "I know that Feel" or "I am dissapoint" instead of typing the word right. I know they're memes, but it looks so juvenile.

...Still, I know the feeling KangaDrake is going through. I had to go through several drawings till I got one I liked. ...And now even one I finished I'm not sure I like.

[Grey]

^I gots dem feels about how you feel, man.


Stupid brother is doing everything he can to annoy me. I need a lock for my bedroom door.

[George]

Tried to draw something again and almost gave up 4 different times because I was shaking from fear of screwing up.

I know that feel bro.

That's always been a pet peeve of mine when people say "I know that Feel" or "I am dissapoint" instead of typing the word right. I know they're memes, but it looks so juvenile.

I'll keep that in mind. I guess I try to lighten the mood a bit, but sometimes I do it in ways that can come across as a bit...immature, or unsympathetic.

[✡]

I'm depressed, really really depressed.

[Cheza]

I'm really starting to feel like I can't take care of myself.
When I'm together with someone or have some close friend I really care about, I try to look after myself better and make sure to "stay alive" for their sake.
I just don't feel like I'm worth caring about at all "for my own sake". I do stupid things, I become extremely anxious and volatile, my mood ends up going all over the place and nothing feels like it's got any point. I just feel like sleeping and sleeping and sleeping. But then I have nightmares instead. Then the whole "Can't sleep, nightmares will eat me" circle begins, which leads to me getting migraines, which makes everything feel even worse.
Currently, it feels like I could die and noone would notice or miss me.
My family considers me to be a failure and I don't really have any close friends anywhere anymore, and those few who do stick around are either getting paid for it (psychologists, social workers, etc) or after something else.
It's a very sad, lonely and depressing thought that I'm once again just a means to an end or a number on a paycheck.
And with no motivation to stay alive, it just makes things feel like even more of a reason to just disappear.
I'm so very tired of this all.
*Whinewhinerantrant*

[Grey]

My brother decided that he wanted to play a prank on me this morning.

He introduced me to this calf on this farm he worked at. He then asked me to groom it and get the mud out of its fur, and inspect its nose.

After doing as I was asked, he told me that calf was confirmed to have TB, and was going to be put down next week.

I haven't had my TB jab for a long time, and I'm due for about three months now.

[BennyJackdaw]

^I gots dem feels about how you feel, man.

Yeah, I was being serious dude. Another pet peeve is when I tell someone something bothers me and they do it anyway.

[Vosur Aekira]

Treat each forum member with respect. Do not personally attack other users.

[Trixsie Vixen]

My anxiety is really spiking at the moment.  I'm trying to do the right things but then the tiniest thing sends me mental


Just over it.  Whenever I do something good or successful I feel good for a fleeting moment and then just go over and over every details in the inevitable return to normal following a high and end up with a low instead of a reversion to the mean.


It's just so f*cked 

[George]

I feel like every day I go to school is a wasted day. I could've done something useful with my time, or at the very least enjoyed it.

[The Past]

I've been stupidly hyperactive lately, and it's affecting my project. Much of it is supposed to be serious and rather dark, but lately I've just been thinking up silly/stupid moments. I've also grown attached to the main characters--mainly one--and I feel like an asshole god when I do think of a dangerous conflict for them. These poor guys deserve to be happy.

[✡]

My two best friends became a couple and now I've become the eternal third wheel. I'm forever alone and dating is not going to happen for me anytime soon, but that's not the point. They still want to hang out with me, but they often seem to deliberately rub their lovey dovey stuff in my face and make me noticeably uncomfortable. Yes I know I'm unlovable, but I can live with it easier without all that noise.

[Dubaku]

Oh, good lawdy lawd, people are so quick to be salty

[George]

URGH

So. Many. EARWIGS. They're everywhere and it's getting really annoying, they're not even creepy anymore, just annoying.

[saph the sergal]

dont let them get in ur ears 




allright im done with my mum not wanting me to move all because i have a mate who will let me live with him till i get a place or something